For Heaven's sake- BE MINE

5. You need saving.

To all those reading. Thank you so much again, because had it not been for you guys I wouldn't be so keen on writing this story. This is fifth chapter when I wasn't even sure if I will be able to write one.. 😍🤩

Dylan's P.O.V.

It has been a month. A month since I last saw her. Since I last held her in my arms. I lost another part of me yet again. Each day without her feels like a part of me is lost.

When she was here, I did not even know that I feel so strongly for her. I did not even know what this feeling is, but ever since I had her in my arms again I knew she is my eternity, my forever, my yellow in the world of black and grey. 

There is a feeling you have when you feel like you lost something which was not even there in the first place, still you feel empty.

Empty is what I feel now.

Nightmares haunt me each night I try to sleep. I don't even remember how long has it been since I last slept for more than a few hours. A large gaping hole inside me that is eating me alive taking in all of me and leaving just a human form of a ruthless animal. 

I will destroy this world in which there is no Alison. I do not want a world without her. I will ruin everything. For my everything is Alison, if I can't have it No one else can. I am the devil and I won't spare anyone if it is My Ali at stake. The war already started with the fire years ago. And till date the same fire is ignited inside if not outside.

You unleash the devil.
Now let the devil be unleashed!

Evan's P.O.V.

It has been a month since Dylan has been drinking not stop. He has been either working, or partying. I wonder how he can cannot sleep for so long and still be alive. The whole of our team on the other side has been searching for Alison for too long now. Keeping all important matters aside Alison was the main focus.

There have been nights when I had to pick up Dylan from some girl's house where he went for just fu**ing. Being one of the most deserving bachelors of New York, definitely has its perks. I was even called in mid nights to pick him up from clubs and god knows what places.

One day at the office, I even witnessed him taking women on his office table with her legs wide open for him and all her clothes on the ground. She surely was beautiful but her boobs were extra large and her attire extra sluty. 

I don't know if she is even Dylan's type. I can't blame him though. He is a man with power, money, name, panty-dropping looks, what more Can women want?..

I guess this is not enough. After all, it is not written in their stars. Call me old school but I do believe in these things, I believe that there exists some electricity and some connection when you first see the love of your life. Maybe it is the reason I never got into serious relationships.

 Love alone can not save you. And you need no saving if love has to save you. You save you because you want to love. All it can do it build you, but for Dylan it destroyed him.

Long gone is the Dylan I knew sincere and loyal and not this guy ready to fuck every woman he sees. Alison what have you done to him. Since the day she is gone a part of him lost with her and never came back. If this is love, I thank the Almighty for not letting me fall in love. It killed him.

 He is bleeding from everywhere but the thing is he got his mask game way too strong that even if you are close you can't see it. After all, it is years of practice. I chuckled thinking of how good he is at hiding his feelings. That BITCH.

I will have to knock some sense into this assh*le I call brother to bring him back. Because no matter what we can't lose this company which took years to build. Damn Dylan! Get a hold of yourself bitch.

So far there is no news of Alison and I will make sure it reaches me first than him, it is destroying him. And I won't let it happen all over again. It is all so messed up. Hotel in Los Angeles is almost complete and one is Paris under Mr. Clarke will be in the next few weeks but Dylan refuses to go there even if it is the most important to do at the moment. 

I even heard him talking about Alison in his few hour sleep. Even the girls he fu** complains him taking some Ali's name. He is totally wiped.  He needs to be back soon.
Or else he will be lost to darkness completely..

There is only one thing I need to do now either find Alison or never find her. 

Either get her completely or not even leave a trace of her. For this in-between thing is killing more than it should. It is vegging the gap more and more. I need my best friend back! And I need to do it now before it is too late!..

Hello guys!🤩🤩
Sorry for updating a little too late. So what do you think love or no love at all?.
Let us talk today okh..
Talk because it is important.
Talk because this is what you need to do..
Hate is revengeful and negative it can eat you inside and change you into some monster who is hell-bent on giving pain but love is so pure feeling. It gives you a meaning to live, without regret, without expectations just live, every day to look forward to a new day full of happiness and contentment. Like Dylan said it is like yellow to your black and grey.❤
This is my view.
Do write yours.
Just a suggestion; when going for grocery shopping remember to keep additional packages of Oreos😉......
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