My secret

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-SAD DEATHS AND DEPRESSION WARNING-
I also really recommend the sad piano. It helps u get in the FEELS
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*1 year ago*

I sit there thinking about my accidental murder

What could I have done to prevent her from getting killed ?

I WARNED HER.
BUT SHE DIDN'T LISTEN TO ME.

it's not my fault

I sat there, crying in silence thinking about what to do next.

I just lost the love of my life.
And I sat back KNOWING this was gonna happen, Yet I couldn't do anything about it.
I'm never gonna change.

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Present day

My name is Kang Taeyhun

That was my past First, girlfriend I've ever had.
Daeyhun

I Transferred to a new school,
For the 100th time this year it felt like.

I don't have parents
They died 7 years ago, in a car accident
Crazy thing was........I knew it was gonna happen.
I just Didn't know what to do. Or how to prevent it, other then warning them
But they didn't listen
No one does
It's not that I don't talk to people
But people get weirded out by me .

Ohh.....You're probably confused
I should probably tell you what I'm talking about

When I just turned 10 years old,
For my birthday, I wished to have a power.
ANY power.
I wanted to be a super hero.

A week after my birthday, me and my family went on my B-day trip to celebrate my birthday

We were going to Disney world

"I'm so exited what do you wanna do first when we get there hun?"
My mom said reaching her hand out to me.

As soon as I touched my mom's hand I got a weird flashback

* Heavy breathing *
SWEETIE GRAB MY HAND ITS GONNA BE OK.
just hold on
I just wanted to tell you.....
That I LOVE YOU.
You will always be my greatest achievement, and I want you to do your best in life, and help people out as much as you can.
I love yo-* she said struggling to talk and coughing out blood

I sat there motionless not knowing what to do or say.
I've never experienced anything like that before.

For God sakes I just had a flashback to my MOTHER dying

What was I supposed to do?

She was covered in blood, and she was wearing the same outfit we had on the way to our trip
I was scared and don't know what to do

"Mom are we gonna die?" I asked

"Sweetie why would you say that? Of COURSE not!
Dont say such a things?"

"I just had a weird feeling mom. I saw you dying in a flashback right now. You even had the SAME outfit on as now. Are we gonna be ok?"

"Darling don't imagine such things. It's probably just a weird dream. Don't worry. I won't let ANYTHING happen to you."

I didn't think much of it but I was terrified inside.
Looking back at it, I could say she was a bit nervous too.
Of the slight chance of it being real

I then woke up, after sleeping for a while and asked my mom if we were there.

"We haven't even made it to the airport yet! Don't be silly. But we're almost at the airport. Are you gonna PROMISE to be a big boy and not be scared on the plane?"

"Yeah! I'm a big boy now!"

We then hug and little did I know that's the last hug I'll ever have with my beautiful mom

My dad asked if we wanted to play eye-spy and I smiled and said agreed

After about 5 minutes of playing, my dad said
" I spy will my little eye, an Amazing, strong, mature handsome boy"

" Hmm let me think...... MEEE!" I LAUGHED

We all chuckled and he held his hand out for me to put in his, and kissed it

Right then and there I had another flashback.

"Baby. Are you gonna be ok
Here hold my hand
*Breathing heavily*
I love you. Always remember
Tha--"

Those words and seeing my father dying was it. I had to do something

"Dad I'm having the horrible flashbacks. There of you and mommy."

" Oh really? Why is that? What are they about?" He asked worried

He turned to my mom, who was sitting beside me with a serious face, while driving

"You and mom are going to di-"

WATCH OUT AHHHHH

BOOM!

There my mom was lying down with the car, just as I imagined.
I was coughing but somehow I was able to move and get up and check on my parents,
While the car was flipped upside down

My mom said those exact same words as she died right in front of my eyes

"Mommy. MOM. MOM. ARE YOU OKAY?"
I was shaking her as my tears flowed straight down her face .

"Here baby, I want y-ou to have t-this. "
She said struggling to breathe and gave me a bracelet.
" I want you to keep this and remember me with it. Don't ever loose it. I love you babi...."

"NOOO MOMMMM COME BACK PLEASE" I've never cried more in my life

I then turned over to see my dad upside down with half closed eyes


I came to him and YOU GUESSED IT

He said the exact same thing as my vision.
The last thing he asked of me was to take care of others and be a man.

I cried endlessly and treasured my mother's last gift for me.
I've worn that bracelet everyday, never taking it off.

Hey guys.
I couldn't wait
I HAD TOO PUBLISH IT
I hope u like it
I'll update every Wednesday and Sunday
I'm gonna try really hard on it so.... Hope u enjoy
I'm underage and don't write smut but I'll include some fluffy stuff and a little mature content
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PLZ READ ILY



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