I've got nothing left, I'm lost without the sun
But I don't want the light to come
At least the night can be counted on
All my friends disappeared long ago
And I still hear them say they're here
But my smoke rings block my view
And I don't see them or you
I don't see the truth, I've got too many lies
I lost track of my lines and can't recall
I put my pedal to the metal to skip life when it hurt
But now the brakes are broken and there's no reverse
And I'm speeding by with a feeling inside
And it doesn't like the cage
The darkness rages in my eyes
And I just want to get so high
That all the little lights below will lead me back
To the place I never should have left by your side
I'm looking for someone that I'll never find
I'll love anybody that I believe
But my own lies left me shattered
Not too mention, I know my intentions
I think it's safe to say I've only got myself to blame
But no one else agrees, so I'll tell you I love you, darling
While slicing my arm so I can just feel something
So there's that reckless feeling as I head out tonight
My whole life's spent dealing with my broken mind
And as I close my eyes there's nowhere to hide
I can't move under weight of my own life
The mistakes I can't repent
The damage I can't mend
I just want someone to lie to me
Look me in my face and say you love me
When we both know it's fake
Because I don't think I can love anyone
Because I always over think
So I want something simple
A life based on a trust that I count on
A life without me in it
When all my dreams come true for you
But not for me-- I don't deserve it
So please lie to me and say it's okay
Then lower me into my grave
And leave me with whatever you say
I know my best intentions never end the way I meant
I chose pride over character and now I'm at my end
I think it's safe to say I'm not your hero
I can't save you from myself
And you're not the first to break her heart on me
I just want to say I'm sorry
Something not even I believe
But I want your truth
So lie to me
