My blood has stained my hands
Washed only by the tears that fell from eyes
As my soul plunged into the depths of hell
And maybe the tears don't fall now
And maybe life's happier
But I guess we are who we are
Maybe I'd fallen too far
Because even with my new life
I feel the tears welling in my heart
I see the blood of a my friends every night
I guess I am who I am
And I guess that can't change
Because terror plagues me still
I'm not sure the pain will ever heal
The blood of a thousand scars has stained my hands
And it feels like a few more won't change a thing