There's no turning back (Editing)

Chapter 8: Together

She fell asleep as she said those words to me . Not that long and not that short but those words strucked me big time .

I see how peaceful she was while shes sleeping

Her face's jawlines,eyelashes and her cheeks that eventhough it don't have blush on you can see the red cheeks she have

She's beautiful in every single way and I admit that while Im looking to her,My heart beats fast

Ugh . Shes just a girl I dream but Why she give me this kind of feeling? I think this is what love can do .

She's very beautiful in the simplest way .

Its 12:00 midnight but still I didn't  feel asleep. Well how guy can resist to watch this one of the kind  girl while sleeping

Hindi ako inaantok. Masarap sa pakiramdam na panoorin sya habang natutulog . Napakapayapa ng mukha nya

Para akong nanonood ng isang napakagandang panoorin o hindi kaya nakatanaw sa isang magandang tanawin

Hindi man maganda na pareho kaming nasa loob ng isang kwarto pero inosente ako at wala akong balak na gawin ang hindi kanais nais na bagay na yun sa kanya

Im willing to do it if she is willing too and I wished that we can do that after our marriage

Those plans I want to do . The plans for two .

Me and Ericka, Im planning that I gonna give her the most expensive hacienda na ipapagawa ko para sa kanya at sa pamilya namin

Its funny when I realized that my family is just a top2 in the most richest family in Asia because Sebastian Corporation got the Top1 yeah . Ericka and her Family is the most richest family. She may not need it but I want it just for her and also for our kids

Marami akong plano sa kanya

Gusto ko mang pigilan tong nararamdaman ko.  Dahil alam kong umaasa na naman ako.  Pero sa mga pagkakataon na to walang pakisama ang utak ko sa sinasabi ng puso ko

Tila gusto bang sulitin ang oras at segundo

I caressed her Cheeks and I see how beautiful she really is

I removed the strands of her hair covering her face and its tempting to look on her lips

Those thin and reddish lips that don't need any lipstick

Those lips that smile to anyone

Those lips that is the best curved she really have

Im really inlove with her . 

I hold her hand and I feel like Im being electrified  . I know its rude that Im holding her hand while shes  sleeping and top of that, I dont have her permission but I just want to savor every moment

I dont want to end this day. I just want her and me here in the bed holding hands,savoring every moments and watching her all night

But this is not right . She doesn't love me at all,She just recognized me as the one who comfort her when she need needs someone

Sana kapag nagmahal ka ,mamahalin ka rin pabalik. Pero okay na rin ako sa ganitong sitwasyon namin na binabantayan ko sya sa lahat ng bagay

Mga bagay na alam kong makakasakit sa kanya

Mga bagay na dapat inilalayo ko sya

Mga bagay na dapat pinoprotektahan ko sya

Iba talaga ang nagagawa ng pagmamahal mo sa isang tao,May mga bagay ka na hindi mo dati ginagawa pero simula nung nagmahal ka nagawa mo yung bagay na yun

Nagsilbi syang insipirasyon sa mga bagay na ginagawa ko

Nagsilbing tulong . Siguro gaya ng pagbabago nya mapapansin niya ko kung ang nerd na dating tumulong lang sa kanya ay makilala nya sa katauhan na dapat sya

Mas mapupuna nya ko at sa panahong yun gusto ko na maging kami at isakatuparang ang mga plano

Things I want to do with her and the Things I plan for us

I dont want to end this day but I know it cant be happen . In my thought being with someone you really love to is the best feeling you will have . It really good that after all this time we were Together . for now .

-Van