Jamais vu

Familiar yet unfamiliar

[Tae's POV]

Today I woke up again in this unfamiliar place everything seems new but in reality I am so much familiar with this place and all the things that are kept here .But it's just another normal day in my life cause it happens everyday.At first I would feel like some parts of my memory are missing but soon enough I realized its not that....

It was a strong feeling of Jamais vu.

This all started when I was in first year of my University.Back then it was quite difficult for me to live like this....all of my friends even left me and my relationship with my family isn't that good .My condition got even worse and worse...I tried to get treatment from different psychologists but it didn't help at all...Later on I had no choice but get used to it.

And to do that I usually write down all the things I will do next day and stick them on wall....my room is filled with sticky notes.

I majored in English literature.So now I write web novels to earn money...I live alone so its not a big deal as long as I can pay my rent and buy food.I am more of a introverted person so I don't go outside of house too often.this the usual things I do.

But lately I am having a dream about a boy smiling at me and calling my name ...I really can't see his face cause it seems blurry but the most interesting thing is I can vividly remember his smile he has beauty mark under his lips...even though I can't see his face I an sure he is so cute and a kind person .

I don't remember my dreams very often but this one I can't forget...So I decided to look for him ....I know it's hard to find one person among millions of people.But a strong sense inside my head tells me that..He is the only one who can cure me..The one who will break my curse of Jamais vu ......

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