Forbidden Memories

Chapter 3- Old times old truth

Cam's POV

It was starting to get late at night. I was Talking to Matt and Carter and discovered what they were doing on there. At least it's the truth they told me.

"Oh Cam, Carter is here. We're spending time together playing video games and I ended up sleeping" Matt laughed differently but I didn't blame him for it. I was surprised because Matt never slept with guests on his house but I think things have changed with me and with everyone. The problem is how people change... People are like apps, they have new versions and it's our choice to like it or dislike. But it's possible to return to the previous version in an app, it's not possible to do it in humans... All we gotta do is accept or leave.

"Gotcha bro, so it's getting late and I need to sleep" I lied, I need to think about how things are going around me. "Oh, okay so talk to you tomorrow?" I heard in the background "Hey Carter! Come here and say bye" Then I heard Carter and Matt talking together "Byee Cam!" They laughed at their voice then I said bye and hung up.

I sat on the bed and took a deep breath. It's time to start solving problems. I need to start in order. I thought about the first thing that popped in my head, Nash. Well, my hope is still up but I think we should wait for what comes. Or wait until I can hold myself near him.

Nash's POV

And dot. I finished writing this part in my diary. So now it's time for reflections. I need to keep the mechanism of my life still working, Cameron will not change it... at all I guess. I can simply live and then I can be with him... It's all so messed up and I don't know what to do... I just met him but he seems so much familiar. I started walking around my room and each step turned into another thought, and with time, my room was filled with fluctuating thoughts. Each one of them, even being small or big thoughts, have a thing in common, Cameron. Why am I still thinking about him? I need to focus on things about my life. I sat on the floor and looked up while I took a deep breath and the moonlight was covering my face.

I need to do something to take these thoughts off, so I started drawing on my notebook and only what I really needed to think about remained. Every line I made on the paper was a world I created for every thought I had. Rage? I coloured a part of the drawing with red. Happiness? Yellow. Sadness? Blue. Calmness? Green. I finished and I could see what I made. There was a mountain and in the deep was the sunset, red and yellow... strange, maybe orange? it's seems better. But in my symbology, it a mix with happiness and rage... I stopped what I was doing and yelled as my realization appeared. LOVE! And finally the blue sky. I looked at the drawing for a while and I couldn't resist, I put me and Cameron in a place on the mountain where the sunlight was. It's now my secret. I picked the paper and put it inside my diary. Then I threw it in my closet, and I must say, it's almost lost there. I laughed alone and felt better, then realized it was 2 AM. I need to go to bed. I quickly took off my clothes but only left boxers. I quietly whispered "Goodnight, wherever you are, Cameron."

Cam's POV

I could put my things in order, I will wait, we met some hours ago... This year is going to be different, I smiled feeling this sensation. I went to bed and looked at the clock, 2 AM. I better sleep, I felt an eletric sensation before I fell asleep.

Thrid Person's POV

Cameron had a dream that night, he was running from everything, people, parents, school and society. He ran a lot and climbed a mountain and when he got on the top, he saw the light of the sun.

"Is it a sunset?" he said in his dream.

HELLOOOO, so it's been 2 months I haven't been on, omg I'm sorry. I'm now on vacations and I passed these days learning more about English since it's my second language. SO I'm free to write and stuff hehe sorry again for not uploading. But now it's here! Thank you so much nice person who takes a little bit of your time to read this, I love you! AND I HOPE YOU HAD AN AWESOME CHRISTMAS!
P.S. This chapter was filled with "I need" and "I" because it's mostly about their thoughts and now that the thoughts are messed, I needed to repeat those pronouns to get to the sensation i was searching for: confusion.

-Zacky <3