~Haikyuu Songfics~

I guess...Sugawara is a good singer

At the marriage of Michimiya and Daichi

Suga's POV :

Why....
Why Sawamura...
Why do you chose her and not me...
Oh right....
You love her and not me...
But why?
Is it the fact that she's a woman , a beautiful woman and I'm not ?
Or what has she what I don't have...
I know that you're not homophobe or else...
But why have you don't saw it?
More than one time I tried to tell you about my feelings...
For you Sawamura...
Ennoshita said , everyone of the team could see it in my eyes...
Have you saw it too?
No... for sure not you are not the person for this kind of things...
Did you know how flattered I was as you said I should be your best man ?
I was happy for you but also sad that I can't be your husband...
The person who lives with you until the end....
I guess I'll take it into my grave...
You look so handsome in this suit...
I wish you and Michimiya the best...
I love you Sawamura I really do...
But I can't say this on your marriage this would be not fair...
So I decided to sing a song...
Do you remember that you said you want to hear me singing?
So I will fulfill your wish Sawamura...

_Happier_
Lately, I've been, I've been thinking
I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier
When the morning comes
When we see what we've become
In the cold light of day we're a flame in the wind
Not the fire that we've begun
Every argument, every word we can't take back
'Cause with the all that has happened
I think that we both know the way that this story ends
Then only for a minute
I want to change my mind
'Cause this just don't feel right to me
I wanna raise your spirits
I want to see you smile but
Know that means I'll have to leave
Know that means I'll have to leave
Lately, I've been, I've been thinking
I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier
When the evening falls
And I'm left there with my thoughts
And the image of you being with someone else
Well, that's eating me up inside
But we run our course, we pretend that we're okay
Now if we jump together at least we can swim
Far away from the wreck we made
Then only for a minute
I want to change my mind
'Cause this just don't feel right to me
I wanna raise your spirits
I want to see you smile but
Know that means I'll have to leave
Know that means I'll have to leave
Lately, I've been, I've been thinking
I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier
So I'll go, I'll go
I will go, go, go
So I'll go, I'll go
I will go, go, go
Lately, I've been, I've been thinking
I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier
Even though I might not like this
I think that you'll be happier, I want you to be happier
Then only for a minute (only for a minute)
I want to change my mind
'Cause this just don't feel right to me
I wanna raise your spirits
I want to see you smile but
Know that means I'll have to leave
Know that means I'll have to leave
Lately, I've been, I've been thinking
I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier
So I'll go, I'll go
I will go, go, go

_Happier_
Walking down 29th and Park
I saw you in another's arms
Only a month we've been apart
You look happier
Saw you walk inside a bar
She said something to make you laugh
I saw that both your smiles were twice as wide as ours
Yeah, you look happier, you do
Ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt you
But ain't nobody love you like I do
Promise that I will not take it personal, baby
If you're moving on with someone new
'Cause baby you look happier, you do
My friends told me one day I'll feel it too
And until then I'll smile to hide the truth
But I know I was happier with you
Sat on the corner of the room
Everything's reminding me of you
Nursing an empty bottle and telling myself you're happier
Aren't you?
Ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt you
But ain't nobody need you like I do
I know that there's others that deserve you
But my darling, I am still in love with you
But I guess you look happier, you do
My friends told me one day I'd feel it too
I could try to smile to hide the truth
I know I was happier with you
Baby, you look happier, you do
I knew one day you'd fall for someone new
But if she breaks your heart like lovers do
Just know that I'll be waiting here for you

I love you Sawamura Daichi , until I'm dead ...

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Should I do write a part 2 hm ?