We said nothing on the way home and parted ways as soon as we got there, which I was extremely thankful for. As soon as my feet made it inside my room, I closed it and pressed my body against it, letting my head fall back to rest against the door. My eyes closed and I tried to calm myself down. This man was toying with me, every single part of me and I was letting him. How long would I continue to let it go on, I had no clue. The sexual frustration was building in the pit of my stomach like a piece of bread submerged in water.
My hand delved between my legs, uncaring that my skirt and panties were in the way and gently began to rub against my clit, the throbbing only getting worse, yet better at the same time. I continued to rub against it, my breaths coming out in quiet pants and I could feel the wetness begin to pool in the fabric of my panties.
"God." I moaned quietly, bunching up my skirt at the waist to slide my hand inside the thong I wore.
As soon as my hand touched the swollen bundle of nerves, my hips bucked forward and my head pressed harder against the door.
I hated that he had this effect on me, that he could make me so weak as to give into my own sexual desires. I knew this game all too well, but it was one I never lost before. He wanted me to come to him, to allow him to use my body in any way he wanted.
I refused.
My fingers continued to work circular motions on my clit, and with each movement of my fingers I could feel myself getting close and closer to the orgasm I desperately wanted. It was right there, at the edge of my own body and it didn't matter how long I rubbed against it... it never came.
I wanted to cry with frustration.
I tore myself away from the door and stomped to my bed, pulling out my phone to text Nai. She was a prostitute, or a high end escort as she liked to say. I didn't care what she did, truly. We both knew the other wasn't exactly an upstanding citizen and didn't care. We were best friends regardless of our hectic schedules.
She knew every fine detail of my past and was the one person I could always count on besides Ms. Victoria and Gabriel.
The ding on my phone sounded and I grinned, shooting back my reply.
'Eden. Ten. See you there. -C'
By the end of the night, Massimo would be no more in my mind of sexual desires and the thought made me giddy and sad at the same time.
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Stopping by Gabriel's office I told him that I wouldn't stay for dinner, but perhaps we could have breakfast together the next morning. His face fell slightly, but I think he understood that I wanted to go out with Naida. It had been at least half a year since we managed to get to see each other.
I once more stayed hidden in my room, almost feeling as if I wasn't welcome in my own home. I knew that wasn't the case, but the unknown of running into Massimo was always lingering. Time ticked away slowly until Nai texted.
Shooting down the stairs to the door, I ripped it open and threw myself onto her arms, wrapping them tightly around my neck. The actions caused my arm to scream in pain, but I didn't care.
Naida was a tall Irish woman, about 5'7 with long blonde hair and curves in all the right places. At times she reminded me of one of those glamorous movie stars from the 50's, like Grace Kelly.
She let out a quiet squeal and wrapped her own arms around my waist and picked me up slightly from the ground.
"Cosmo!" She exclaimed and put me down, looking down at me from her tall her height. "Good Lord, did you shrink?" She teased, causing me to roll my eyes.
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Dark Sensations
RomanceI was one of the most wanted people in the world, always one step ahead of Interpol. My crimes weren't heinous, I just stole things and damn if I wasn't good at it. I belonged to no family anymore and my services were sold to the highest bidder. I d...