I was messed up🤒

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My name  is Akinbobola,was in senior school.
I met my...(should I say my first love)not really but to my heart she is my first .
Everything about her is always first.
But let me tell me our story.
Her name is favour
She is so beautiful,she has the best body shape ever,her eyes were capturing,her smile was the  best.
I had a felling for her but never wanted to show it. Every night after the day I saw her I would always think about her beautiful eyes,body shape and everything good about her and I do think on how to ask her out but fear got me and I was losing hope on her.
But there was a day I finally talked to her
But that day was messed up and I forgot to tell you guys a part of the story
Before I met her I was dating someone else who doesn't show the love to me the way I wanted it. She was beautiful but not as beautiful as favour,people say favour is not that beautiful. But to me she is the most beautiful girl to me cos her behavior is so good.
My relationship was messed up with Efosa
Efosa was the girl I was dating before my eyes met Favour's. To me I thought Efosa was the best  but I was wrong
Efosa can be another best to other boys but she was not the best for me

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Few weeks later,I started having feeling that Efosa wanted to give up on me but I was being stubborn not believing in myself.
There was a day I was thinking about Efosa breaking my heart down the stairs when my twin came to me her name was Christiana she was the best twin ever. Christiana thanks for coming to my life as a twin,I love you💓💓💓
And  there was my other friend who came to me his name was bolu. He is one of my friend and a dancer we are in the same group together.
XXP' I miss you guys

So when I was down the stairs with my twin and my other friend, did I tell you guys the we are triplets🙄🙄 I forget stuffs easily but never mind

So I was down the stairs thinking and bolu said
"Oga kill yourself na or hang yourself because of girl, mumu boy"
When he said  that I was broken
Then my twin said "ahah why na,you are even meant to console him not abusing him"

Then he said sorry and they both told me to be strong then I told them I would try.

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Finally it was Thursday I was thinking on how to break up with but I was scared to break a girl's heart

And am a type of person that has never broken someone's heart by breaking up with someone..
Thursday went and it was friday and it was still the same

The next week came by and I never talked to her and she never did too
It went on like that for weeks.
How does it feel  when you don't talk to your lover for weeks,no hi,hello,sup,babe..
Everything was over between us
But I kept that word my twin told me about being strong so I kept it well

I was strong and I was still pretending like I didn't care for her but somehow in my heart I didn't care

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