Thoughts

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"Come on girl you need to go on this site and find a man because this is not okay you are 21 now and you have not had a boyfriend since you were 19. That is such a shame you need to get back because this is bad." I thought to myself contemplating on if I should sign up or if I should wait for my boyfriend to come along. I continue to think about the situation, then I just decide not to think about it anymore and I just leave, I push the keyboard toward the computer screen and get up. I walk away from the computer and I run my hands through my hair. "What am I going to do" I thought to myself. When I got out of the room I got the towel that was around my waist and dried the rest of my body. After I got dry I got my clothes on and I picked up my phone off of the dresser and I checked my phone I had a message from my friend he was blowing up my phone. Why can't I just get some peace in my life? I asked myself out loud then cracking my knuckles. I clicked on his name and I called him until I I heard his heavy breathing on the phone. "Hello" I asked hesitantly like it wasn't my friend that I was calling. After a few seconds I heard him "Hey Cali". He didn't sound so happy to talk to me. "What's wrong with you?" I didn't want to be the one to make him upset. I mean he is my friend. "It's nothing I was just a little worried something may have happened to you." I could tell he was really sincere. "Man why are you acting so weird?" I did not feel comfortable talking to him this type of way. I started to get aggregated after a while of him not answering. I decided to hang up the phone. I put my jacket on and I walked out of the house, I have to go to work and is was about be late for work by talking to Jake.
AT WORK
"Come on boss can you cut me some slack I didn't mean to be two minutes late it is really not that serious, please give me a break" I said trying my hardest to keep my job because all the other jobs I got fired from are not giving me a good reputation. "I will have to think about this situation, just go home and I will call you tonight or tomorrow morning to tell you if I have decide to keep you here or to fire you" he said with a straight face on the whole entire time we were talking. I let out a very big sigh and walked out of the restaurant. "How could I screw this up again" I thought to myself then smacking my palm on my forehead. I managed to get my car keys out of my pocket after a few minutes of struggling. Then I ran across the street to my car and got in. I let it all out I punched the steering wheel then I put my head on it. I cried so much and I cried and cried until I couldn't see anything but blur everywhere I looked. I wasn't really the type to cry anyway, now that it is happening now I am going crazy. I drove back to my house and I went inside. I went to the kitchen and got a bag of chips from my top cabinet and I went to go sit on the couch. While I was watching the show I started to tune out the tv and I started to remember the conversation that I had with Jake. He was really worried about me! "Why was he so worried" I said almost screaming and then I heard my door bell ring. "Ding" that seemed to snap me back to reality, I jumped up I sat the bag of chips down on the couch. I swallowed hard hoping the person at the door didn't hear me. I walked toward the door and I swallowed hard again and I opened the door. When I fully opened the door it was Jake he was standing there with an amused face on. "Why are you looking at me like that?" I asked still thinking about why he cared about me so much. "Hello" he said waving is hand in front of my face snapping me out of my thoughts. Then he walked inside and he sat on the couch. When I walked over to the couch I had to tell him about the situation on the phone that was just to weird for me to not talk about. "What was that whole phone conversation about earlier today that was weird man!" I said looking at him while he was stuffing his face with MY chips. Then he stopped chewing. "It was nothing man calm down!" I pushed the chips away from him and he got up and we were face to face almost touching face to face. Then he did the unexpected.
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