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y/n's pov

I woke up to the obnoxious but calm annoying sounds of the birds on my balcony. How did I just wake up. Just a little more time then I'll be on with my day. "Just a little more time y/n..just a little more...fuck" I yawned.

I stretched my arms holding in my breath and letting go, letting go of yesterday and letting go of this morning. I promised myself I would be a better me and at least just listen to myself. Deep down another y/n is screaming to do something with her life and this year I promised myself to even give the slightest attention I could possibly give to her. She's been waiting ever since she was a little child wondering and wishing she was 23, like me right now. When I was 3 I used to think a prince would sweep me off my feet from a poisonous Apple then when I turned 5 I wanted to be a dancer then a huge jump to 18 I wanted to work for a ceo and be a model. What in the world were you thinking y/n. Us? Being a model? Are you kidding me?

I finally pushed myself to sit up on my bed, hey give me a break in tired.
I ached at the feeling and sight of the bright sun shooting down at my face.
"Jesus why" I mumbled. I jumped off of my bed no wanting to be in contact with the light, no way. Instead I wanted to eat so you know what I did?, I ate.

I was already wearing my night gown, silk I must add.

A/n: the fucking best, anyways

This silk gown I wore made me feel, confident, my curves showed but it was still loose, my favourite colour of course. I felt like those beautiful women on those vintage magazines like Prada, Chanel and even Vogue.

A/n: ; D aha

there really is nothing more then having confidence in yourself. I'm serious. Confidence is key and guess what y/n, yes the person who is reading this and who also is in a totally different universe (your hella weird)
YOU have confidence in yourself. If I can't have it so can you because guess what, YOU are ME and I LOVE YOU.

if you ever doubt yourself, just know there is someone out there who wishes they had your insecurity, everyone is beautiful and if you doubt to yourself you aren't, everyone is different and because you don't like yourself dose not  mean everyone feels the same.

Self-love defined as "love of self" or "regard for one's own happiness or advantage" has both been conceptualized as a basic human necessity and as a moral flaw, akin to vanity and selfishness, synonymous with amour propre, conceit, conceitedness, egotism, et al.

self-love
/ˈˌself ˈləv/
noun
regard for one's own well-being and happiness (chiefly considered as a desirable rather than narcissistic characteristic).

I love you and thank you so much for considering reading this book of mine, there are a lot more to come. Bless you all. Enjoy.

                                                           Bri