The Problem Of Being Reborn

Chapter 1 - Falling to Death, Rebirth and Growing

I was always adventurous, I liked to explore and climb, I loved swimming and getting lost in the woods. I always enjoyed chaos and I never backed down from a fight.

But I also never expected to die at the age of 16 years old by falling off of a tree. I was so close to the top and I could have seen everything, I was so excited.

Then it was terrifying and I was dropping so fast, too fast, I remember the feeling of my body crashing to the ground and then everything slowly faded away from me.

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The Darkness

All I remember feeling for the longest time is numbness, nothing else and it was aggravating, scary and irritating.

Eventually I could make slight movement, but it was fluid like, it felt like I was in water and I couldn't see, it was terrifying.

Then slowly I began to see, but nothing was clear, it was still very dark and I wasn't able to focus on any of it, it was all still very very blurry.

Right now I'm pretty sure that I'm a baby or something. Unless I'm in hell, hell might be like this. 

Eventually I heard cooing and talking but didn't see anyone. Which in a lot of ways is super creepy.

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Hospital -Birth

Coming out of a who-haw? Not cool, I would have preferred to skip that experience or to just forget about it. It's incredibly gross and EW.

I listened, as curiously as a baby could have as I'm placed in my apparent mothers arms.

"What are you going to name her?" I hear a nurse ask.

"Kyra" my mother says softly.

"Salvatore. Kyra Salvatore." I hear a voice say.

Salvatore? Like TVD Salvatore? What kind of fucked up death am I in anyways?

"Forbes" I hear my mother say. Oh no, maybe my baby ears are hearing things wrong.

"Salvatore, I need someone to pass the name too and she is also my daughter."

"But what about Caroline? She wants a sister and she is my daughter too."

"Then you can take care of her for the first year, Bill already knows and then after that she can live with me full time. We'll make sure both her and Caroline get to spend a lot of time together, they're practically twins anyways."

"They're barely close in age Zach." Mom says.

"Liz, look okay, if I could marry you in place of Bill and raise Caroline with you I would do it. But this town? The people? They'll try to push your influence down just like mine, you're trying to become the sheriff. You deserve better."

"And Kyra?"

"She will get better, I'll raise her and on occasion Caroline, hopefully they'll become friends. We will make this work okay? When the girls graduate from high school we'll get married and we can move if you want. But you know we can't do that yet, not even if we want too."

Aww, daddy's smitten! It's so cute. But perhaps I'm hallucinating the whole The Vampire Diaries things? That must be it.

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1 year later

Yup, it's not a hallucination. Now I'm going to have to make sure that my big sister and I will be safe. Although dad has already taken me into his full time custody now mom and Caroline are often over or were often over there.

We're not witches. But considering Silas was a witch, a real witch I might be able to tap into Wicca magic and perhaps help Caroline to do the same?

But that's assuming she won't get extremely scared off of that scenario, other wise I'll practically like saturate her in vervain perhaps?

I wonder if Damon will kill me like he eventually does to Zach in the show? Can I prevent that? Ugh.

I'm only one and trying to make plans for the future. How lovely.

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2 years old.

Being two was fine. Perhaps a bit dull. I officially got introduced to Shiela, Abby and Bonnie. I also go introduced to a little Elena and a baby Jeremy.

I mostly stuck beside Caroline the whole time though, I liked her best out of the girls in the show. Well, I liked Anna, Rebekah and Katherine too.

Bonnie was too judgmental and should have at least ended up with Damon and Elena should have ended up back with Matt since she never wanted to be a vampire to begin with so she shouldn't have participated in the whole brother hockey, pocky thing. .

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3 Years Old.

Being a toddler was awesome, especially in a big Boarding House, well it was, until I started seeing the dead/Not Dead versions of Kol and Finn all over the fucking place.

It's like they're stalking me, or they can't help it or perhaps now I am loosing it and all that.

I was three the first time Damon stopped by the Boarding House for a random visit. He came in all Vamp Crazy and looked at me. I tilted my head curiously and lifted my hands up towards him "Up Uncle!"

He raises an eyebrow at me and bends down, vamping out at me to scare me away and I lean closer to him and bop him on the nose

"Fangy Cute!" I tell him happily.

His mouth turns upwards for a moment and he hums "your dad doesn't even know I'm here kid."

I nod and wrap my arms around him, giving Damon a hug. Probably the first real hug he's had in a very long time. "Uncle Need Hugs!"

Baby voice in important at this moment I think. Talk to perfectly and then it's all what is wrong with this child.

I did show him picture of my big half sister though. "My big sissy" I tell him "carline" i say.

"She's your big sister? Same mom huh? I think you mean Caroline little girl. What's your name."

"Kywa" it's Kyra but I'm absolutely horrible with R's. They're the thing of toddler nightmares.

Anyways, I did get Super Great Uncle Damon to carry my happy little three year old body around the house. It was funny having to watch him explain what a fireplace was and stove and why they're hot.

If only he knew how much I like to blow things up.
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