CHAPTER ONE - BACK TO COLLEGE

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After every cold night there comes a shiny morning. This phrase stands to be false in my life. Beginning from the very time when I existed until this day I despise my self.
I was three when I was first bullied for my ugly looks and now being in the university has no change standing on the edge of the terrace I feel like jumping. It all started with
BACK TO 1st day of University
Starting my day optimistically staring in the mirror and shouting out loud "Blair you are great!!". Today is the first day of my college all encouraged to make new friends and have fun with them. With my hard work, I got into the best university in the city the Seoul National University.
I was just looking for my division the arts stream and came across my best friend David from school I was so happy and felt at ease to meet him and now we're in the same college his division is science ooh I know a shocking one but he was the class topper from school days.
Everything felt so nice and great until I met someone the person I hated the most in the school life, Eric Louis, from the class of elites. But now he looked all groomed up and handsome 😱. I was just having a glance at him and suddenly he looked at me and started walking towards me I was just startled and was trying to hold my breath I was able to hear my heartbeats all fastened up. He just came too close at me and "Hey, you newbie just hold these books and send it to principal's office" the time I could gain my conscious he was already gone.
Like a fool, I went to the principal's office to give the books without knowing that it was truly a prank. On my first day, I just got a lot of scolding coming out of the room I could hear someone laughing and yes it was him.
"Why did you do this to me? " I asked he replied in a sharp tone " Don't you remember me" hearing this a thrill went into my body. Then I just hurriedly walked away to my class. "Uff why him? ".I just had a deep breath and calmed myself.
The teacher entered the classroom 📔with their notebook and was about to start the class but someone knocked on the door and the door opened  it's Eric again and the more alarming fact was that he's my deskmate
" Aargh"🙁Somehow I managed to calm myself down.
The class started we were asked to introduce ourselves my chance came I started by introducing        " Hello friends my name is Blair I studied in Dream High and as a child was interested in various languages dance and various interesting things. I'm glad to be part of this class and hope to make friends with everyone ☺"This way we all just ended with our introduction Eric being the last one to do so and received a round of applause don't know what for🤨.
The first session was of English the teacher 👩‍🏫‍somehow looked refreshing and energising. She pointed out at Eric who was having a nap💤 while the class. Unwillingly I was asked to wake him up he gave a tense glare at me and me out of fear pointed out at the teacher. He was asked to read out the poem "Nothing gold can say" he started
Nature’s first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf’s a flower;🌸
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf. 🍀
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down today.
Nothing gold can stay. 🌟
and it was very fascinating to listen to his voice and the way he recited the poem. The teacher explained that this poem focuses on the inevitability of loss - how nature, time and mythology are all subject to cycles and conveys the idea that nothing good or precious can last forever. With all the interesting lessons and chapters, we end up with the first half of our day.
After the first half, we had lunchtime I could find a friend she's very polite and cute. Emma, let's have lunch together she went along with me to the mess.
We found the mess to be a well-organised standing in the queue for the lunch and our turn came the food looked really good 😋. We had a lot😂 and then went towards the playground and then the library 📚which was very huge and beautiful finally the bell 🔔rang and we went back to the class.
We had a schedule of 8 lectures for the day ooff anyhow the next four classes just ended we received the time-table for the classes beginning from tomorrow .My first day was filled with a lot of excitement as I was able to make a friend but meeting Eric-The Devil 😈 was an unexpected one.
I went home seeing off David as it was time for my part-time work. I lived all alone since schooling as my parents passed away when I was 15 there were David and his family who financially supported me throughout my school but since now I am all grown I don't want to become a burden on them and so I had to work for my college fees. I always had him on my side whenever there were any difficult times in my life may it be getting bullied or going on to pay respect to my parents. He was always the one to just stand alongside me and the reason because of which I could hold up until now.
Sleeping on my bed comfortably and thinking about the good things that happened today I just thought about him yes Eric but then I restrained myself and hurriedly went to sleep😵💤👀. I thought that this was the beginning of the good days of my life😴😴.


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