Search for my heart

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You told me you'll be gone for a few days and you'll talk to me when you come back. I didn't ask anything hoping that you just needed a while to sort something out maybe. From that day, I kept waiting for you. I went to that bridge every night hoping that one day you will come stand next to me with that blue umbrella you always carried. It's true that i am not willing to accept that our story was this short and our love is one-sided. No matter what, I had to know what happened to you. I need to know where you are.

It's the cold November night tonight, and I'm still waiting for you. I have decided that I can't keep sitting here anymore and I'm going to go out looking for you. Last you told me that your family lived in Gremilton, and that's where I'm headed to. I don't know how I will find you but I must try. I am not ready to lose you, not today, not ever. I made my way into Gremilton, an unknown city I have never been to before and I don't even know your name. All I know is that I have to find you somehow.

For a week,  I kept searching for you and i am nearly giving up right now. But someone once made me promise to never give up and miracles to happen. Destiny does have a mysterious ways to work its charm. When I was on my way back from the town, I got caught up in a storm and I took shelter in a house at the outskirts of the town. But what i didn't know was I would see you there.

Looking at you,  I kept standing there speechless and when your eyes met mine,  you looked away. I ran towards you and wanted to talk to you but you pretended not to know me. I couldn't  understand what happened to you. I didn't know why you were acting so strangely. You kept avoiding me for hours until I finally couldn't take its anymore and confronted you. After a long while,  you finally looked at me and said, "Just you go away,  I don't want to see you anymore".

These words broke my heart but I couldn't accept that you'd just be done with me like that.  I knew that something was wrong,  "I can't go away. I don't know what's gotten into you. But i promised to be your friend. And i wont leave you today like this", my voice almost started to break down,l and my eyes started tearing up, "What's wrong with you? Please talk to me". Looking away you cleared your throat and said,  "I don't want to talk to you. What's wrong with you? You were just a time pass for me. Don't think that there was anything between us. You and me,  we can never be friends." without any other words,  you stormed inside the room and I kept standing there in disbelief. That night,  I couldn't sleep. I stood on the terrace gazing at the sky until I heard a voice.

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