Lovestruck (Connor Ball)*Completed*

Are you mental?

So yeah, Tristan and Esmay broke up and to be honest this literally threw a spanner into the works between me and Connor.

You see, Connor wants me to himself and I realised that when we were in the park when we first met. I recall him asking about me and Brad's relationship.

And I only realised he didn't want me with brad when I found him smashing Tristan's face in.

I felt so sorry for tristan , but who wouldn't? To be honest I think he should of told me first and not declared it to my best friend and fiancé whilst his girlfriend was in the doorway.

Now Connor literally hasn't spoken to me, no matter how hard I try he will not go anywhere. Mina is heavily pregnant and has gone back to the isle of Wight with Brad so they can prepare and James is focusing on his relationship with Lauren. I haven't spoken to Esmay or tried to get in contact with Callie or mum and dad.

We were just reading the hospital when Keris decided she was going to start kicking my chair.

"Keris please stop." I sighed.

She carried on so I pushed the car seat forward.

"Can you stop avoiding our daughter please?" Connor snapped

"I'm not avoiding her."

"It looks like it!"

"Fuck off Connor or else you won't be coming in with me."

"One, I have the right to come in. And two, don't swear in front of her." He said pulling into the carpark.

The car hadn't fully come to a stop when I stepped out holding my bump. I was now two and a half months along and as it was my second baby I was showing quicker.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING? ARE YOU MENTAL?" Connor shouted.

"Nope just pissed off!" I said quite loudly, causing a couple holding hands to turn around and give me a death glare. Jeez if looks could kill, I'd be six feet under!

I started walking towards the clinic for maternity before he had even got out of the car. I walked up to the front desk to be faced with an oldish lady with bright purple hair. Wouldn't say she npknew how to do makeup either.

"How can I hep you?" She smiled.

I smiled lightly back."um I have an appointment at 10"

"Name?" She asked looking at her bad attempt of acrylic nails.

"Ruby Smith."

She started typing something into the computer. "OK. If you would like to sit just down the hall and on your right hand side then please."

"Thanks." I said and walked through the double doors.

I turned right into the sonogram section of the hospital and saw some seats.

I sunk down into the familiar blue leather seats getting my phone out of my coat pocket. I went on twitter to check my notifications.

@RSofficial I love you so much! Follow back?
@RSofficial you are a slut.
@RSofficial you and con are perf!
@RSofficial can't you just make youre mind up? Con or tris or james?

I decided to reply to that one.
@********* I am engaged to Connor. James is my best guy friend and tris is with someone. If you were a real fan you would know that. And btw get your grammar right or don't even try at all.

I knew it was a bit harsh and tris wasn't actually with someone but they hadn't been told so yaknow. I followed some people and turned my phone off. I looked up at the wall, staring at a poster of a woman with a baby a bout Kay's age holding hands with her partner.

Are all families like that? Is mine the only one that sometimes I just want to run away from it?

"Ruby Smith?" I looked to my left to see a lady stood with a clipboard. I stood up, neatning my top, before walking towards the room she was stood in the doorway of.

She gestured at the bed thing.

"Lay back and move your top up over your stomach."

I did what she said as she walked over to a grey metal cabinet. She took out the bottle of gel and then walked over. There was a knock at the door before Connor walked in with a sleeping keris.

I sighed over dramatically as he sat down on the chair beside the bed.

"I presume he is the father." She chuckled.

I just nodded.

She squirted the gel onto my stomach making me flinch at the strange sensation of the coldness.

"OK as you are 12 weeks-"

"Wait what?"

"Yes didn't you get told last time?"

"We got told I was 10 weeks?"

"Was that two weeks ago?"

"I suppose it was!" I laughed softly.

"Anyway we can now find out the sex. Would you like to?"

I looked at Connor and he nodded.

"OK. You are having a boy!"

And in this moment, I didn't care about the poster, I didn't care that tris loves me, I didn't care me and Connor went close anymore, I didn't care that I had lost my best friend and my family. I didn't care. I was having a baby boy. And I love Connor more than anything.

Anything.

Hey guys this chapter was just a filler