Heaven or Hell [Complete]

Heaven 21 - Love or Guilt

Heaven 21 -  Love or Guilt

 

 

“I can show you what death can be” I saw her lips formed devilish smile

She started walking towards me but still I cant see her face.

 

“Why are you trying to commit suicide? Is it because you really loved him? Or just because of guilt?

 

“Guilt?” I asked her sarcastically.

 

“Yes. Guilt. Because he died in your place” she smiled sweetly.

 

“Psh. You think you knew everything?”

 

 

“I knew everything. More than anyone else.”

 

 

“Who the hell are you?”

 

“I know you knew me. We met years ago”

 

 

“I think your nuts”

 

“yeah. Talking about nuts. Sino kaya baliw sa ating dalawa trying to commit suicides for the nth time but always failed”

 

“Pa-paano mo nalaman lahat ng yan” Ibegun to stutter.

 

 

“I told you my dear. Madame akong alam.” She held a strand of my hair. She’s emitting some cold aura. “You’re too lucky that you have a life to live for unlike me. I don’t have any choice”

 

“Life to live? Look how miserable I am”

 

“You’re the only one making your life miserable”

 

 

“Because I don’t wanna live anymore!”

 

“So you’re just going to stand at edge or are you going to jump?”

She pushed me off the building. I felt my body falling and I closed my eyes.

I felt sudden rise in temperature. Feeling ko masusunog yung balat ko sa sobrang init.

 

“Welcome to hell” I heard someone’s voice.

 

“Wait hell?” tanong ko sa kayan.

 

“Yes. Hell”

 I saw my name engraved in an epitaph.  

 

“So eager to die.  Helga well this is what death fells like” I looked around I saw my mother.

 

 

“Do you know her?”

 

 

“Such a wonderful reunion isn’t it?”

I felt someone slapped me on my cheeks.

 

“Helga wake up!”

I woke up disoriented. It was just a nightmare. Phew.

Hinanap ko kung sino sumampal sa akin. It’s the ghost girl or should I say the devil girl.

 

“I just show you a glimpse on what will happen to you after your death. If I were you I would totally stop the endless attempt of suicides. . ‘

 

 

“Because next time. . .i will personally drag you in hell”