You finish packing up your suitcase and Ryan smiles at you
Ryan: All set?
Ray: yep, thank you Ryan
Ryan: for what?
Ray: for being here for me when I needed you, you've been the best friend I could have asked for since being here
Ryan: aww Ray
He pulls you into a hug
Ryan: you know I'm always gonna be here for you, I'm always gonna support your decisions, even the decision you make when You see that Tony again
Ray: what's that supposed to mean?
You look at him confused
Ryan: what?
He looks at you confused
Ray: you just said 'even the decision you make when you see that Tony again'
Ryan: Ray, look I love you as a friend obviously, but I know you miss Tony. I mean come on, it's obvious that something is always on your mind and know I know what it is, it's him. You miss him, but you won't admit it
You take in his words and tear up, he was right, you did miss Tony, even if you didn't want to miss him you did. Tony really has that special key to your heart.
Ray: you're right
You start to cry, Ryan pulls you into a hug and you sob in his chest
Ryan: shh, shh, it's ok. We all go through things like this in life, trust me, it won't last forever. Tony could end up being the person you spend the rest of your life with, or he could not be, you might find someone else.
You look up at him and without thinking you kiss him, he kisses you back for a second and then pulls away
Ray: I'm so sorry, I-
Ryan: it's ok
Ray: no it's not, oh goddamn it what am I gonna do, you probably think I'm a slut now and-
Ryan: hey! I would never think that about you Ray, you're perfect. It's ok that you kissed me, plus it probably helped you figure things out a little
Ray: yeah, it did, thank you Ryan, for everything
Ryan: it's ok Ray, I love you
Ray: I love you too
He hugs you and you hug him back tightly, Ryan was always your shoulder to cry on since being in New York, he understood things like no one else ever could. But there was never any sexual chemistry there, you never developed any feelings, or so you thought, you don't know why you just kissed him, but it did help you think; you knew you needed Tony, only he could put back all of the broken pieces of your heart, even if he did hurt you mentally.
You pull away from the hug and look up at Ryan
Ray: I'm ready to go now
Ryan: you sure?
Ray: yeah
Ryan: ok, let's post on insta first though
Ray: ok
Ryan: do you want me to block the people you know form back home just in case?
Ray: No it's ok, they deserve to know I'm going back if they find your page
Ryan: ok
He smiles at you and then you guys take a few photos. You choose 3 pics to put on Ryan's insta and then he posts them
