Die Young [Re-Writing]

Chapter 2-Izzy.

I woke up with no pain except my heart of course. My parents give me pills so I won't have a baby and won't feel pain. I hate them so much. I don't know what I deserve to get this. I'm in the okay classes and always get A's. I may not be in clubs but that's a choice. Dragging myself out of my bed and changing into my clothes, I rushed downstairs and went to the bus stop. As I got to my locker, Jenna popped out of nowhere. "Izzy !" she yelped. "Hey Jenna." I mumbled. "Iz, please tell me what's wrong. You're so quiet everyday. You're my sister. Tell." she begged. "Now is not a good time. I promise I'll tell you but not now." I said. "Okay fine but any problems, hit me up bruh !" she squealed. I giggled, "Whatever silly girl." "Blah." she stuck her tongue out. We had a regular day but Jenna got in trouble, then Justin sat with us at lunch. "Hey." he grinned. "Hi Justin !" Jenna greeted. "Hi Izzy." he looked at me and smiled. "Hi." I mumbled. "Got lunches ? I can get yours." he offered. "Oh, we can get it." Jenna argued. "It's fine." he smiled and got up to the lunch line. "What is he doing here without Alexie ?!" I asked. "I have no idea but he's so hot." Jenna committed. "Jenna ! He's dating Alexie !" "I know but I think it's sweet how he's with us." "I guess but he'll beg me to go to the party. Alexie always tries to talk to me but it never worked. Justin is her backup to make me get friends but I'm good with my bestie sister." "Aw. Iz, I love you." "Love you too." "Here lovely ladies !" Justin handed our foods. "Thank you." we said at the same time. "We planned our kick off already, are you going ?" he asked. "Yup !" Jenna squealed. "Izzy too ?" he asked worried. "Don't worry I am." I quietly said. "Oh that's good !" he said. "Wait, that's all you came here for ?!" Jenna yelled but not to loud. "No ! I'm here to have lunch with you." he smiled. "Really ?" Jenna asked. "Yah ! That'd be rude if I left." he stated. "Aw. That's sweet." she cooed. "It's Friday !" he exclaimed, "What you girlies gonna do today ?" "I dunno. Chill at home. My brother has his friend coming over so I'm gonna flirt it up, yah know ?" she winked. Justin chuckled, "Haha. I know what you mean. Hope you get him. Flirting can get you someone." "That's how you got Alexie ?" Jenna asked. "Kinda. I mean, when I saw her at the dance in 6th grade I thought she was beautiful and she still is. Anyways, I got to know her a little more and we just hung out and I was working some Bieber magic and I asked her out and she said yes and here we are at a lunch table." he said. "That's nice." I giggled softly. "You're really quiet, Izzy. Is anything wrong ?" Justin asked. "I'm fine." "Well, it's nice to know you're coming." he smiled. "But like all the sophomores will be there." I said. "So ? The party isn't just the cliques hanging. We all just like chill. Alexie really wants you to go." "Well, I'm going so she should be happy." There it goes. Alexie. Everything has to go her way. I understand she wants me to be cool but some people like privacy. I'm considered the quietest person ever. The only people I talk to is teachers/staff, Jenna, and people I have to work a project with. I wouldn't be like this is I hadn't existed or my parents forced me into sex. The day went by slowly but it was great for me. I've been thinking about the conversation with Justin and it made me realize that being popular is just the same as being someone like me, they just get more attention. As I walked into my house, I saw that there were suitcases and my parents were running around the house. I shivered and started to take off my clothes. "IZZY !" my dad hollered. "Hi." I said quietly. "No need baby girl." he said rubbing my boobs. "We're going downtown for something. We'll be back either tomorrow or Sunday. Be ready when we come back." my mom said. "Oh, okay." I said. They kept packing and after 30 minutes they left. I was so relieved and went to watch tv in my room. I was enjoying my peace for the longest while until I heard a doorbell ring. I ran to get it and say Jenna, her brother, and his friend. "Hey." I said. "Hi Izzy !" Jenna piped. "Come in." I let them in and locked the door. They had pizza with them and I took a slice. "What are you doing here ? Not to be mean." "I wanted to hang." "Can we not hang here. I'm cleaning the place. Don't want people here." "Izzy, why are you always like this ? It kinda annoys me." "Jenna, please, at the right time I promise you. I just can't handle it right now." "Okay, whatever. Lets go guys." They got up and left but before they did, Jenna's brother's friend, gave me a heart-warming hug. I locked the door again and ran up to my room. I hate my life. I wish I could tell Jenna but my parents would punish me even harder. If I told the cops, they probably wouldn't even believe me. Running away would be impossible because they would find me and killing them is worse. Actually, that could work. Izzy, shuddup, you'll live with the guilt. I'm seriously talking in my head to myself am I ? God, please help me. I don't know what to do and I need Jenna to be my friend. I took a shower and changed into sweats and a tank. I left the light in the kitchen downstairs, in my bathroom, and the tv on in my room. I was watching Twilight but then feel asleep in the middle of it. [Like No Joke I'm Watching It Right Now. Who Else Wants To See Breaking Dawn Part 2 Or Already Did ?]