African princess meets her match /princeton love story

True Mother

Jessica's POV

I know a lot of people hate me and it's easy to see. All my high school year people have called me hoe, whore and a THOT and I deserve because I do act like one. Prince I really never liked but Cordell I did he was so sweet and caring and I know I cheated on him but it was because anytime he would not be by me I always felt the need for someone to fill in that place. Therefore that's what make people say I'm a hoe. When I broke Prince heart many times when I realize I did wrong every time I would cry. I knew he hated me when I heard he met Toni I was happy for him but jealous because of my stupid actions I ruined our relationship so I tried to ruin there's. Toni is a really pretty girl and seems chill I would like to hang out with her but I know she would not like that. Cordell when I heard they went out I went for Prince because I wanted them back together so I could have Cordell and apologize to him for all I did. I know Cordell loved me and I did too but when I found out I was pregnant with his child I broke down. I really considered myself a hoe then. I didn't tell Cordell because they day after we did it I had it with another guy. I knew it was Cordell's child for sure because me and the other guy used protection. When I was about 2 months I was bulging so I ran away I left him a note saying I was pregnant and that I'm keeping the child. I was scared because I knew I couldn't provide for her. My parents died last year and I live with my sister Jenny. We don't have much money and Jenny never works because she's always smoking or hooking up so I have to fill in her shoes. When I was 9 months I came back to Cordell and got ready with him for the baby. I knew I couldn't do this I was scared and I knew that Cordell would do a better job. So when she was born I stayed for about a week then I told him I couldn't do it anymore i made it seem like I didn't care about the child and I did I just couldn't take care of it. Cordell was mad and he hated me and I couldn't blame him I really love him but my actions were wrong Prince was just another one to fill his shoes. I found out he named her Heaven. Since when she was born we still didn't come up with a name. I wanna meet her so bad and hold her in my arms I've improved and I've been practicing for the day to meet her I really have. I have more money than ever to provide for her. All I need is help to see her I know Cordell will deny.....I guess Toni can help me. I got dressed in my Adidas pants some black roshes
And a white sweat shirt I put my hair in a bun and went downstairs my sister left me a note talking about she went to work I hope she did we need money even tho I got enough to pay off the rent that's why o was so greedy with Prince for money I really felt bad we couldn't go to the mall because his next paycheck hasn't come. I got in my car and drove to Wendy's I got some food and some for Toni I really don't wanna make a bad impression. I went to her house I knew here house from the threaten I sent I just wanted her to leave Prince because I was jealous. I ringed the doorbell and a girl answered she was really pretty.

Jessica: hi is Toni here
Stacy: who are you
Jessica: oh my name is Jessica I came too ta----gco
Stacy: your Jessica

She looked at me like she was gonna rip my head off I felt really uneasy

Stacy: what do you want
Jessica: look I know Toni told you everything I've done and you hate me but please I come here to make ends meet I even brought food. *holds up food*

She slightly smiles yes score

Stacy: alright come in

I walked in and the house was really nice they had a bunch of cool baby pictures everywhere. She called Toni while I sat in he kitchen quietly. I guess Stacy didn't tell her who I was because she came into the kitchen and then her smile faded quickly.

Toni: WHAT.....are you doing here
Jessica: look I just wanna talk I'm not here to argue please I came to make peace
Toni: is this a joke or something
Jessica: no just let me explain
Toni: alright
Jessica: oh and I brought food for you
Toni: I'm not hungry
Jessica: okay well let me start with I'm so sorry for all the harsh words and stuff I did to you please don't hate me because of that I have my reasons I just need you to forgive me for that.
Toni: *sighs* okay I forgive you... I mean God does say to forgive your enemies
Jessica: *squeals* thank you thank you
Toni: *smiles*
Jessica: okay so as you know I used to date Princeton
Toni: yeah and don't you still
Jessica: nope I broke off he's too out of it all he talked about was you
Toni: *smiles*
Jessica: So me and Cordell used to date to
Toni: I know
Jessica: I figured but are you guys still dating
Toni: *looks away* no
Jessica: oh...do you mind if I ask what happened
Toni: he just wasn't who I thought he was
Jessica: really because he was the sweetest boyfriend ever but I was so horrible to him
Toni: ....
Jessica: well I really love Cordell a lot

She looked up at me she looked kinda hurt and I knew she wasn't over him I feel bad.

Jessica: your not over him aren't you
Toni: *shakes her head*
Jessica: I'm sorry
Toni: don't be so what were you saying
Jessica: yeah but I really do love Cordell a lot and he was so caring and sweet but I kept on so heating on him because I felt like it was too good to be true When I wasn't with him I felt a whole in me that if I hooked up with someone it would fill it in but that's what made me a hoe.
Toni: your not a hoe
Jessica: yes I am I've done it to every guy I've met
Toni: that doesn't mean your a hoe you didn't mean to hurt him at all you were just lonely how's don't care they love to hook up its there hobby
Jessica: *smiles* thanks so he would forgive me many times because I knew he loved me but then one day I did a terrible mistake.
Toni: what did you do
Jessica: he has a daughter named heaven right
Toni: yeah she's the sweetest thing omg I love her she's like a daughter to me and I'm like a mom to her

When she said that my heart broke heaven might not even want to know me because she's hung up with Toni not here real momma.

Jessica: she is
Toni: yeah and really smart I swear if I had money I would put that child in a private school she got intelligence
Jessica: wow *smiles*
Toni: so what does she have to do with this
Jessica: well I was pregnant and ran away and came back 9 months and when I had the child after a week I left it.
Toni: and let me guess heaven is you daughter

I saw tears falling I couldn't talk at all I was so mad at myself for leaving such a beautiful girl

Jessica: *nodded*
Toni: why the hell would you leave
Jessica: I was scared.....I thought I wouldn't be able to take care of her I thought I couldn't bring good things to her as Cordell could I just didn't want to be that kind of mother *crys*
Toni: look even if you were scared Cordell would've stood by your side if I didn't learn anything from outer relationship one thing I would've is Cordell always will stay by his girls side and help throughout the way...he called you a THOT you know because he thought you didn't want her
Jessica: I know I feel really bad I'm so stupid
Toni: no your not your a mother
Jessica: what
Toni: yes every mother is scared for there child hat they won't be able to provide for them so don't fell bad really don't.
Jessica: thank you so much I really appreciate it you really are the best
Toni: your welcome you wanna meet her I'll take you to his house for you and heaven not Cordell I'm not talking to him at all
Jessica: please do and yeah I got it
Toni: alright but first least eat
Jessica: I thought you weren't hungry
Toni: I was I just was scared you were poisoning me
Jessica: I would never do that I'm to scared I may act mean but trust me I'll be scared to do that so a burger or chicken nuggets
Toni: chicken nuggets please
Jessica: alright here *hands her food*
Toni: you know me and you could be like best friends you can join my clique
Jessica: cool thanks

2 CHAPTERS IN ONE DAY YALL SHOULD BE PROUD OF ME BUT PLEASE COMMENT AND VOTE THANKS.