Katsuki Bakugo x reader angst.

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A/n: if you didn't read the description this is a angst book based off the song Heather by Conner Gray bc I've been going through some stuff so enjoy.

This does not really follow the anime

Warning: suicide.
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You and Katsuki Bakugo have been dating for 2 years. You've had your bad days and drama filled days just like regular couples but at the end of the day you two were always there for each other.

You loved Bakugo more than anything in the world. And you thought Bakugo felt the same.

But

2 years mean nothing. Memories mean nothing. The good days meant nothing. The days you had his back on his bad days meant nothing.

You meant nothing.

It was the day of the sports festival. You and bakugo have trained with each other for months.

Everything was going amazing.

You won your matches and everything.

Then..

When it came to bakugo's fight against Ochako...thinks started to go downhill.

Ochako gave it her all, but in the end she still couldn't win against bakugo.

You cheered for bakugo when everyone else around you booed.

Once again, like many times before, you were the only one there for bakugo.

After the fight Ochako got taken out on a stretcher and you went to congratulate bakugo where he was at but when you arrived and no one knew, you started to ease drop on his and Kirishima's conversation.

"Bro, you started to go easier on her towards the end. You don't even do that with y/n. What made you decide to start going easier?" Kirishima asked as bakugo shrugged. "You didn't see that look in her eyes. Such determination, such need to beat me. It was something I haven't seen in y/n's eyes for a while. Don't get me wrong all that has been replaced with love and admiration for yours truly but..it sent like an electric shock through my body." Kirishima laughed. "Well is sure you that serge of Electricity that you felt want from denki. Maybe your feelings have changed on y/n?"

Your heart stopped when you heard Kirishima ask that. 'No way...we've been through so much..he wouldn't start falling for someone else..' you said in your mind as you started trembling.

You heard bakugo let out a low chuckle. "Nah. I don't think so." That was a relief to you, but. You officially have a new thing to keep the monsters in your head yelling at you to make you even more self conscious than you already are.

When Kirishima saw you, and said "hey y/n- oh no." It snapped you out of your thoughts and you felt something wet falling from your cheeks.

You were crying.

In front of everyone.

You started panicking, and you ran away. You didn't care about the sports festival anymore. You didn't care about U.A anymore, you just wanted to disappear. How could you show weakness in front of your opponents? How could you show weakness in front of bakugo after he said he liked the determination in her eyes. Why did you have to be so stupid?

You ran back to the UA dorms and locked your door once you arrived at your dorm.

Once the festival was over, everyone tried to get you to come out but you never did. You were too embarrassed. Too depressed. Too...unmotivated to do anything.