𝐰𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐝

Chapter 25

Ambers POV
"Okay" I say quickly and leave. I run into my room and start to cry a little. I wipe my tears and get dressed into some sweats and a hoodie. I throw my hair in a messy bun and put my shoes on. I grab my backpack and throw my phone, a water bottle, money and lip balm in there then put it on. I grab my penny board and quietly sneak out the front door. I get to the end of the driveway when Grayson pulls in. Crap.

"Amber? What are you doing?" He asks.
"Oh nothing. Just going for a night ride."
"Have you been crying? Amber what's wrong?" He says hugging me. I stop myself from crying again.
"I'm fine just go to sleep okay. I'll be back in a bit." I say pushing past him.
"Amber wait!" He yells as I ride as fast as I can away. He tries calling me but I put my phone on silent and continue to ride. I ride around for a bit till I get to Walmart. I walk in and go over to the women's health care isle. I start to shake as I'm walking over there. As I get to the isle I see Jack. Fucking christ.

"Hey Amber! I was just about to call you. I was gonna see if you want me to pick you up some pads." He says
"Oh that's sweet, thank you Jack. But I've got it." I laugh he gives me a hug and leaves. I walk over to what I need. I look until I see it. I grab the box: Pregnancy Test. I grab two then walk to the snack isle. I grab some trail mix and cherry twizzlers then head to self checkout. I quickly pay for it all then stuff it in my bag. I walk out and start to ride again. I eat a few bites of the trail mix and drink some water. I then look at my phone and see
27 Missed calls from Ethan
30 Missed calls from Grayson
20 Missed calls from Hayes

I sigh and start to ride home. I play some music trying to get my mind off of the thought of me being pregnant. I ride for about an hour before I make it home. I then try to sneak in but when I open the door all the guys are sitting on the couch.

"Guys she's here!" Shawn yelled and everyone's head shot up.
"Where the fuck did you go!?" Nash yelled.
"Out." I said walking upstairs when someone pulled my arm.
"No I'm not done with you!" Nash yelled
"Look I went for a ride to Walmart okay? I'm perfectly fine now can you all just leave me the fuck alone for five god damn minutes! I need some god damn time to think!" I yell bursting into tears. I run upstairs to my room and slam he door. I hear all the guys yelling so I walk into my bathroom. I stare at myself in the mirror for a few seconds and scoff.
"Why the fuck are you still here? If you would have killed yourself the first time then you wouldn't have gotten raped and possibly be pregnant. You're such an idiot." I say to myself.

After a few minutes I wipe my face and pull out the pregnancy tests. I start to cry and shake again. I can't take these test knowing there's a really good chance they'll come back positive. I've been throwing up a lot and having a bigger appetite. But that could be anything. I then realize I can't take these alone. So I walk out of my room and downstairs to where all the boys are at.

"Are you guys busy?" I say quietly looking down.
"Oh, no we are just watching tv. Want to join?" Shawn asks sweetly.
"I'm sorry Shawn, I just really need to talk to Grayson." I say. Grayson keeps his eyes on my studying my every move. We walk upstairs and Ethan runs after us following.

"Tell me what is wrong." Gray says
"Grayson." I say breaking down into his chest.
"Shh Shh it's okay. It's alrighty Amber." He says hugging me.
"I c-can't be. I j-just can't." I say sobbing.
"What is it amber? Tell me what's wrong" he says kissing my head. I stop crying after a little bit and look at him with sad puffy eyes. He looks back with hurt in his.
"Amber tell me what's wrong." Ethan says
I look at him then look down quickly.
"Amber look at me. Please baby, tell me what I did." He begs.
"You didn't do anything. Just please wait out here." I say taking Graysons hand and walk to the bathroom.

"Amber you're scaring me." He says worried. I take my bag off the counter to grab a pregnancy test and hand it to him.
He looks shocked.
"Oh Amber." He says crying and hugging me.
"Is it from..." he says
"Yea." I say looking down
"Okay well take both of the test and we will see. I'm sure you're not." He says wiping his tears away.
"Grayson what if I am? What do I do then?" I say
"We will talk about it if it happens." He says. He walks out and I take both of the test. I set them on the counter and walk out. I see Grayson starring at the wall and Ethan playing with his thumbs. I go sit down next to Grayson. I lean my head in his shoulder and he kisses my head as he holds my hand.

"It's okay. You are going to be okay." He says sniffling.
"Can someone please tell me what the fuck is going on!" Ethan yells.
"Don't fucking yell at her!" Gray says
"Well I'm sorry if my girl is fucking crying her eyes out and is all lovey dovey with my brother right in front of me while no one is telling me anything!" Ethan says pushing him back.
"She doesn't want you to know!" Gray yells.
"Oh but you can know? Really? You know what fu-"
"I might be pregnant okay!" I scream starring at Ethan.
"I might be pregnant." I whisper.
"What?" Ethan says confused and shocked. I stand up.
"I might be pregnant with the guys baby who fucking raped me Ethan. That's the big secret! That's what I didn't want you knowing until I was for sure it was real! So just stop fucking fighting okay." I say walking into the bathroom. I hear a knock and open the door. It's Ethan, I let him in and sit down on the floor.

"Baby why didn't you tell me you think you are pregnant?" He says kissing my shoulder.
"Because Ethan, if I am it's not yours. I'm not happy about this so why would I tell you. If I was pregnant, I knew you'd leave me so I didn't want to tell you unless it was really happening." I say crying.
"I would never leave you baby. If you wanted to keep it then I'll raise it as my own but if you wanted to get rid of it I'd be right there next to you holding your hand. I would never leave you for something like this." He says crying.
"God." I say crying into my hands.
"I know baby, I know." He says hugging me. I cry into his chest for a bit then get up.

"I'm gonna check now." I say wiping my eyes. Ethan gets up and holds my hand.
"I'm right here." He says. I walk over to the counter and grab them without looking. My heart starts beating faster than ever before. I close my eyes and flip them. I count 1.....2.....3!

Ethan's POV
Once amber said that she might be pregnant my heart broke for her. I can't even imagine what she's going through. If she's pregnant I will not stop till I find the dick who did this to her. I'll kill him if she's pregnant. I walk over to the door and knock. She's needs someone to comfort her through this. She lets me in and we sit on the floor for a little while she cries. I tried to hold myself together but I couldn't. I start crying for a bit till she stands up.

"I'm gonna check now" she sniffles. I stand up and hold her hand.
"I'm right here." I say. She walks over to the counter and closes her eyes. She flips them then opens them. She starts to cry again.
"What is it?" I say scarred.
"I'm not pregnant." She says falling to the floor. I close my eyes and sigh in relief.
I pick her up and hug her.
"I'm so happy for you Amber." I say crying.
"Thank you god for this. Thank you." She sobs. She looks exhausted. I push some hair out of her face and kiss her forehead. I then wrap her legs around me and walk out. Grayson is sitting on her bed. I tell him she's not pregnant and he cries. I then walk to my room to lay her down.

"You aren't aloud to have anyone's kids but mine okay baby." I whisper to her knowing she's asleep. I kiss her head and walk back to her room to talk to Grayson.
"Oh thank god bro." He says
"I know. She was so scared Grayson. That's the most scared I have ever seen her." I cry a little.
"Ethan I'm letting you know right fucking now that if you hurt her, I will actually kill you. She's my everything okay. Don't hurt her even more." He says very angrily
"After today Grayson, I'm never letting her out of my sight. She wasn't ready for all of this. She wasn't ready to 'be normal' again. We never should have brought her here. I would never hurt her. Do you understand me!? I love her." I say
"You love her with everything you have. Don't you dare rush her into anything. If I find out you've rushed her or made her feel uncomfortable in any way I will come for you. She's really broken E, we have to fix her before it's to late." He says.
"I wouldn't rush her. I would never Grayson. No one is going to lay a finger on her if I'm not around. I will never ever let myself let what happened a few weeks ago happen again. She's hurting Gray. She's hurting a lot. We have to be there to make sure she doesn't hurt herself too." I say crying. He hugs me and leaves.

I walk into the bathroom and take the test and wrappers to throw them out. I grab her snacks and phone and bring it to my room. I also grab her favorite fuzzy blanket as well. I then walk back to my room and set her stuff down on my dresser. I walk over to her and cover her in the fuzzy blanket then walk over to my side and lay down. I kiss her forehead then cuddle her. She needs some security and to feel protected. I will make sure she has it. I look down and see this lost, hurt and broken girl in my arms. She won't be this way forever. Not with me. I give her one last kiss before I drift asleep.

A/n: I hope you enjoyed this chapter! Comment what are some things you'd like to happen in this book! I hope everyone is having an amazing day/night! As always, love you babesss💕