The Dream

Chapter 2

Liam's Point of View.

Inside our room, I'm sitting on my chair while thinking back what happened earlier.

I was embarrassed, to the point that I wanted to go back home just to remove this embarrassment I had earlier in the gymnasium.

I was just there, sitting when Saturn came and sit next to me, this is our sitting arrangement.

"What happened?" he ask.

I look at him and I just shake my head.

"I know something has happened." he added.

"Why are you still asking if you already know?" I ask him without looking.

"Because sometimes, knowing the reason by that particular person in their own mouth is better, it makes the curiosity to be more clear because you know what really has happened." he said and I look at him, he smiled.

"In our time right now, everything is passed, people to people, any kind of news and because of this the one news will have branches of versions in it." he added while looking at me.

He look at the front and then he put his both hands on his head before talking again.

"There are things we can't control. Actually there is nothing we can control except the machinery we have right now. But because we believe in it, it is happening with our will." he said and I raised my one eyebrow while looking at him.

"Anong connect naman no'n sa pag Alam mismo sa mismong Tao?" tanong ko rito, lumingon ang Mata nito saakin and he smiled, he has great smile.

"One example of things we can't control is on how the version of one story will be passed by other person, perhaps just like kanina. For example, I saw you kissing the air, and if I didn't saw you that time, people will gossip on you and the story can be you, making love with the air and etc." he said and I didn't say anything because he's right.

He finally put down his hands and then he goes in front of me, kneel on one knee.

"I just wanna know what really happened earlier, why did you do that?" he said.

"I was daydreaming." I answered without looking at him, I'm currently looking at my armchair, I can still see him in my peripheral vision though.

"I see, and what did you dream?" he ask, I didn't answer him.

"I see, You were still affected by Kade leaving you?" he asked and then there I look at him.

"You know Liam, it is also an example of things we can't control, we can't control when a person will leave or will come, we can't also control them to do what we want and what we expect because they have their own mind and decisions." he said.

"I know, I just don't know the reason why did he leave me, I just wanna know, I can't finally find my peace if I don't know what is his reasons on leaving me, on dumping me." I said.

"Perhaps you are right, knowing the truth gives light or darkness, peace or disturbance on our system, but even if you are waiting on him to know his reason, on trying to find him, why don't you focus on moving on and focusing on the present and then when you are done studying then there, you will have a work to fund your mission on finding him?" he said.

"Because I can't." I said.

"Because you don't want to open your heart and mind for someone, for something, to the world, you don't know the people that wants to love you so badly but everytime they tried to go near the door of your heart the traps are always getting them and making them In pain." he said and I look at him, I saw the pain in his eyes.

He leave for no reason but I didn't say any words, I just let him leave.

"Is there a problem?" someone said, and then there I realized that all my classmates are gone, they probably in the quadrangle to do the morning flag ceremony.

"Yeah, How can I know how to open my heart to someone?" I ask to the guy who are wearing a SSG uniform.

He look at me, he smiled and making his face became attractive, he look at the ceiling and making his adams apple shows, after that he look at the window and I did the same.

"Sometimes you need to let go the past, the pain, the lader that you are still holding on, because you are not only hurting yourself more, but you are also hurting the people that loves you." he said, I look at him before talking.

He is tall, he is chinito, he is attractive and he is smart and kind, I can feel it and I like his presence.

"But what if the reason why I can't let go the past is the people that loves me?" I asked.

"Take a break, lay low, have a vacation, take yourself to something relaxing, perhaps the beach? And let the pain and memories flow in each wave of water to go away from you." he said and he looked at me, we look at each other eye to eye.

"You know, that the basic form of life, and everything that the world did in the past perhaps the history is recorded in water, and water can be interpreted as hope, it gives hope to people that needs it help, there is a saying that perhaps God is moving like water, you cannot see it but you can feel the flow of it and the comfort it gives. " he added.

Yumuko ako and then didn't talk back, I was just thinking and perhaps maybe I stressed myself to much that makes my body and self need to relax a little bit?

I was still in that position when Saturn smashed my arm chair and I was in shocked and stood up at my chair instantly as a form of protection.

"I was calling you million times what comes with you?" he said and my forehead diterioriated.

"What do you mean?" tanong ko.

"Nakayuko ka kanina pa, bigla ka nalang Nakayuko habang nakatitig sa blackboard, kanina kapa namin tinatawag kasi baka napano kana." he said and napanganga ako sa nalaman ko.

"I see, I'm sorry and thankyou." I said and look at our room, our room is empty, only me and Saturn is left in here.

"Let's go, the flag raising ceremony will already start." he said and I didn't say anything I just let him to grab my hand and pull me.

I am still thinking about the guy has said to me, maybe on Saturday I should go on vacation, thankyou daydreaming for the advice.

But sometimes I thought that maybe my daydreaming is true. Maybe all people in my dream is dream travelers and they are here to help me in my life and problem.

But sometimes I also thought of the people in my dreams are ghost that knows my suffering and they're trying to help me by talking to me in my dream.

I smiled bitterly, what if Kade had a disease and he have a time limit before he die and then he gave his account because he knows it and the people in my dream is him?

What if he didn't not leave me but instead he became my guardian angel? I don't know but it is painful, but I won't let our love story end without any reasons.

I want to seek answers but there's something that tells me that if I seek answer I might get in danger, but I cannot let my heart left handed, I still want to know it even if it kills me.

Because my love for Kade is worth fighting for, I wanna know what really happened, even if I died because I won't still find peace if I won't know the reasons of it..

I was still in thoughts when Saturn Kissed me and I was so shock because of what he did.

"What the." I said while still in shock, I don't know what I look like now but I know I am surprised.

"I badly want to kiss you before, now I did. Anyway I am calling you a lot of times because you let go of my hand. Let's go to the quadrangle Liam stop thinking for now, everything will be alright okay?" he said and he smiled, I cannot say any words for no reason, my heart is beating so fast.

I just let him and just followed him to the quadrangle while still can't talk, what did you do to me Saturn? What is this heaviness I am feeling and at the same time comfort that I'm with you?

I never felt this in the past with you but why now? Why? What are you trying to say doing that to me? I wanna know it..