Afterwards I realized what I did had nothing to do with feelings, just simple lust. It was break up sex, for me and for him and I don't think it's ever gonna happen again. I shared my thoughts with Andy and he totally agreed, so now I'm sitting back stage waiting, and waiting. Asking Alexandria finally ran off stage. Our stage hands started setting up our shit and I sighed and stood up.
"What's up with you kid?" Danny panted. I shrugged. He raised an eyebrow, not believing me.
"Just a bit bummed. I can't do anything for a month and a half, like at all." I pouted. He laughed and pouted my shoulder.
"That sucks 'nixy." He sighed. I laughed and pushed him. He stumbled and fell into Marcus' lap. I laughed harder.Danny laughed and rolled off of him. Marcus rolled his eyes at our immaturity and then glared at me. I raised an eyebrow and put a hand on my hip.
"What's up with you?" I asked. He shook his head and looked back at his phone. "Ok well talk to me when you get off your man period."I said rolling my eyes. Danny started laughing again, still on the floor. He just glared at me again.
"Guys you're on in 30 secs." One of the stage hands said. He looked over at me and winked and then went back to what he was doing.
"Who's that?" I looked over to see Tony. I shrugged.
"I have no idea, a stage hand I guess."
"Well look at you! Gettin all the dudes." He said high fiving me. I chuckled and shoved him.
"Where did Austin Carlile come from? Of Mice and Men isn't on this tour." Tony shrugged.
"They are now."
"Let's go!" John yelled. Tony ran on stage, the rest of us following close behind. The set went by in a flash and I jumped down to where the barricade was.
"Oh no you don't. You're going straight back to the bus." Bradey said sternly. The fans were going insane.
"Noooooo." I whined.
"I'll take her back, you stay here with your fans." I looked up and towering above me was Austin Carlile. A girl next to us fainted, hell I would've too. Bradey nodded and went over to check on the girl. Austin started walking and when he realized I wasn't following he rolled his eyes and grabbed my hand.
"I don't wanna go back to the buuusss." I groaned. He laughed and looked back at me.
"You have to go take your medicine."
"Noooooooooo."I groaned again, but I was still walking forward. We were close to my bus and I gave up resisting. Fuck it. We got on the bus and I sighed heavily. I went in the kitchen and climbed on the counter to get the many bottles of medication. I moved my knee back so the cupboard door wouldn't hit me in the face and I could feel myself losing my balance.
"HOLY SHI-" I was half way to the ground. I looked up at a worried but giggly Austin.
"Careful now." He chuckled. I grumbled something and started opening all the bottles. I was half way through getting all the pills out when he spoke.
"If you don't mind me asking, what happened?" I stayed silent for a minute and swallowed the first type of pills.
"That story..." I sighed and ran a hand through my hair. "Is gonna have to be saved for another time." He nodded slowly. There's at least thirty pills I have to take so it takes a while. I don't know what all this shits for.
"Does it have something to do with that?" He said pointing to my neck.
"Yeah." I said quietly. He nodded and didn't press it any further.
