~𝕻𝖑𝖆𝖞 𝖘𝖔𝖓𝖌~
Third p.o.v
Tears streamed down the young boys face. The things he been told, the things he told himself since the day of her dealth. Those things flooded his mind constantly.
Gone to young.
Samy looked at his dad, who hasnt been the same. His eyes glossed with more tears. His head hurt, he felt like he couldnt breathe.
"I love you mommy" he sent a sad smile to the lady in the casket. "I promise to make you proud". He closed his eyes, walking away from the casket.
𝘐𝘵 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘮𝘦. Samy whole head hurt, but he couldnt stop crying.
His dad looked at the boy from a distance. His eyes stone cold. He stood there hating how much he looked like the love of his life. Who was taken from him.
That triggered him, how much samy looked like his mother. A constant reminder of the fact shes gone.
He watched all her family try to support samy. The poor boy was broken but his father didnt see it. He saw him as the reason. The reason he is so miserable, the reason he isnt dead but she is.
The boys father was always at work, he was a cop so he was usually out of the loop. He couldn't see her killing herself. She made sure she was sober or at least seemed it around him. Samy was home, he knew. All he did was lock himself in his room. No one knew the boy would cry his eyes out. He was losing his mother.
Now he really lost her, the ache in his heart was constant. He felt like someone was stomping on his chest and stabbing it at the same time.
This all happened months ago, and ever since this day everything in samy's life seemed to change.
In the end it was 𝖌𝖆𝖓𝖌 𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖑𝖚𝖛
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Fanfiction𝖘𝖆𝖒𝖞 was just at the wrong place at the wrong time. 𝖒𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖆𝖓𝖔 cant afford to lose. Started writing 6/23/20