Larry One-shots

Two of us

Louis P.O.V

I slowly made my way from the tourbus to the big arena infront of him. Fans screaming on the other side of the large fence. I smile and wave a little at them before I enter the huge building. 

Inside I take out my phone texting Harry that I arrived. After a few seconds the message is marked with „read" and another second later it sais „typing". I have to smile he always anwsers after a few seconds if he can. He sais he is backstage in my room and I should come there. 

As fast as I can I walk to the small room backstage and open the door. There he is: sitting on the couch staring at his phone. I smile and slowly walk up to him as silent as I can. I look over his shoulder to see what he is looking at on his phone because he is literally staring at it. 

It is a photo of us kissing in the sunset when we were in LA together. I have to smile at the memory. Slowly I wrap my arms around his shoulders from behind and kiss his ear. 

„I love that photo." I whisper in his ear and he turns towards me with a huge smile on his lips. Immideatly after that he pulls me over the rest of the couch and hugs me tight. 

„I missed you so much." he whispers in my hair and kisses my foreahead multible times. Because we both have tour at the moment we don't see each other much and the last time I saw him is two weeks ago. I didn't do so well since...since my Mom passed away last month but I try my best to hide it from Harry.

I don't want him to worry about me. I will somehow survive it. Like everything else. Only Harry, Liam, Niall and Zayn know about it and my family of course. „Baby I'm worried about you." Harry mumbles in my ear while stroking my back slowly.

„Why?" I mumble into his chest. I am so close to falling asleep. „Since Jay....passed away you weren't yourself. I know you since 7 years and I have never seen you like this." He helps me sit up on his lap while explaining. 

„I'm fine Baby. Sure it was hard but I'm fine. She is in a better place now. Where she don't have pain all the time and can't even breath without a machine." I explain my usual anwser to quietions about Mom. 

„Lou promise me to take a break of touring and tell me when u feel bad or something okay." He strokes over my cheek, worry filling his eyes. „I promise." I whisper and lean in to place a comforting kiss on his lips. 

He kisses back and puts his hand on my waist. He's rubbing small circles on my hipbones while our lips move together. Gently he bites my bottom lip while kissing me making me moan a little into his mouth.

A smile creeps on his lips when we pull away to catch our breath. „I love u Hazz." I whisper. „I love you too Lou." He whispers back and holds me close to his chest. „Are you ready to rock this concert tonight?" he whispers with a smile. „I've never been more ready." I whisper back and sit up on his lap, straddling him with my legs. „But first I need kisses." I giggle and put my lips on his. 

As gently as ever he kisses back placing his hands on my waist. He kisses me like doll that could break any second and I love it. Slowly he licks over my bottom lip, asking for entrance. I let him inside and his tongue gently starts exploring my mouth.

Our little moment gets destroyed by my manager coming inside screaming that soundcheck starts now. „You better go Lou. Before he drags you." Harry giggles. I nod and place a kiss on his cheek, then running off to the stage.

After soundcheck I go back to my room backstage and find Harry sleeping on the couch. I smile and sit don infront of the mirror with my back to him. I start styling my hair and going through the set-list in my head.

I totally forget that Harry is here aswell until two arms wrap around me from behind gently. „Baby you look perfect and I know you won't do anything wrong."He whispers in my ear to comfort me. Well he doesn't know why I am so nervous.

„Thank you." I whisper and lean into his chest with my back.  „Ready?" he asks and slowly lifts me into his arms. „Yeah." He puts me down and I start warming up my voice.

After 20 minutes I take my microphone and then press a last kiss to Harrys lips before running on stage. I start singing „Just hold on" and already during the first song the crowd is incredible. 

I sing the songs and between I sometimes make some jokes or talk with some fans. „Okay guys...so this song is a ne one that I have never performed before. This is „two of us". I hope you like it." Announce and the band starts playing.

The song is about my Mom. I wrote last week and thought about performing it but I never did it. I was just too scared. The song really means the world there. 

„It's been a minute since I called you just to hear the anwser-phone. Yeah I know that you won't get this but I'll leave a message so I'm not alone."  I am working so hard to not break into tears. I only sang one line but already all the memories with her come back.

As if it was yesterday. I never told anyone who the song is about but I know that Harry already knows after the first line. 

„This morning I woke up still dreaming. With memories playing through my head. You'll never know how much I miss you. The day that they took you, I wish it was me instead." 

I feel the first tears burning behind my eyes threatening to spill. I miss her so much. All the memories floating in my head. How she brought me to the X-Factor and how proud she was and how fast she accepted me and Harry and all the family dinners when we had a week off. 

„But you once told me don't give up. You can do it day by day. And diamonds they don't turn to dust or fade away. So I will keep you day and night, here until the day I die. I'll be living one live for the two of us. I will be the best of me, always keep you next to me. I'll be living one life for the two of us. 

That's where it gets too much. Before anyone can stop me, I run off stage and to the toilets backstage. Tears falling down my face as I run as fast as I can. I miss her so fooking much. I am nothing without her. 

I run into the first stall and lock myself finally letting all the tears fall and sob loudly into my knees. I curl on the floor infront of the door and cry. 

„We are really sorry. We did everything we could."  the doctor told me with a sad voice when he came out of Moms room. 

This moment keeps replaying in my mind. And her place face when I ran into the room. The doctors pulling me outside and how the had to give me medication to calm down. How I woke and Harry held my hand with his face tears strained. It happens over and over again in my mind.

The funeral, how I had to tell my sisters about it and how they cried in my arms for hours. 

A knock on the door pulls me out of my thoughts. „Lou, love can you please open the door for me? Can you do that for me? I just wanna see that you are alright." Harrys voice spoke softly outside the door. I slowly got up and unlocked the door.

Immideatly Harrys arms pull me into his chest and again sobs escape my mouth and I cry into his chest.  

„Baby I know the song was about Jay...Is that why you were so nervous before the concert?" Harry asks gently when I calmed down. I nod slowly holding him tighter. „Lou you will take a break of touring and me too and we will go to my house in LA where the beach is and just rest and spend some together okay love?" he asks and gently strokes over my cheek. 

I nod and he kisses my forehead. „She would be so so proud of you Lou. So Proud."

Heyyy...guess who is writing again. If you have requests comment them and thank you for reading. This is unedited so please tell me when you find mistakes and when I am in the mood to correct it then I will.😘