(Without being angry at me lol honestly, did you guys like the plot twist? I think it was super sweet of Lynn and it gain gives suspense on what happens next... your thoughts? :))
(Also the song (It's the lyric vedio) above is the one that i listen to while writing cause it is SOOOOO GOOD. Do give it a listen and for the armies there J-Hope listens to it as well :D)
Everyone's reaction was just as I imagined it to be. Mom and Dad were in shock and mom let out an audible gasp meaning that she strongly disagrees. Dad didn't say anything but his sad eyes were enough for me to know his answer.
Laura just stared blankly into the space, in shock or awe, I don't know.
Mom and Dad took me to my room and told me to not act like a hero. They told me that Laura would be okay even though we all know that this isn't the case.
I don't know why all of us are pretending that everything is okay. Cause it is not. Laura is dying, I am dying, and our family would never be the same. So yeah things are not okay... at all.
Why they are not letting me do what I really want to. I don't want to live anymore because I am I pain. Nobody understands that this would be a favor to me as much as it will be a help to Laura.
Besides we don't even know if Laura and I are a perfect match. At least we should take the test to be prepared if we don't have enough time left.
All day long I have to roam about in my wheelchair and eat gross hospital food that strongly tastes metallic. I don't want to live anymore. I don't need to live anymore. I am so thankful for everything that I experienced in life. The love, the support and even the pain but I don't want to experience anything more. I just want some peace that I certainly deserve.
I am not doing this for Laura. Well maybe I am but I am also doing this for myself. I am not acting selfless but rather I am acting selfish. I don't care what happens to the others after me, I just want to be free. I don't care if this makes me a cruel person because honestly I have had enough.
This is what my parents and Laura are not getting. I don't need their condolences and fake hopes. I want silence and quite.
You can't go back and change the beginning but you can start where you are and change the ending.
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