Truths (Edited)

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Jin

It was nice waking up in my own bed, I thanked Jimin last night after the club for letting me hangout with him for a couple months. We became close and I think he trusts me a lot more than he did. I showered and started to cook breakfast when a panic attack hit me, hard. The thought of going to the mansion today I think finally hit me. I'm trying to catch my breath and my hands are shaking badly. I close my eyes and pretend that Jk is holding me and telling me to breathe slowly, but it isn't working. 

I feel like I'm going to pass out, think harder "If you... are too good to be true... and would it be alright if I... pulled you closer", I hear him singing and telling me to breathe, just breathe for me Jin, slowly. Innnn and Ooout! There ya go, slowly. I hear Jk's voice in my head, its not working quickly, but its working. I'm starting to breath normal and the shaking is subsiding. That hit me hard, I really need to do something about these. I wonder if Jungkook comes in pill form! I laugh to myself. After breakfast, I make a few work related phone calls and then head over to the Mansion. I'm late of course, but at least I am showing up.


Taehyung

What's going on Tae, I have stuff to do", Yoongi complains. I hear the door open, "That's what's going on, Yoongi", I say. "Hi everybody!" Jin says. "Seokjin" Our Mother runs to him and throws herself into his arms, "Hi Mommy!" "Do you even care that I have been worried sick about you, look at you, why are you so skinny", she sobs. "I'm fine Mom", Jin says holding her. "Come here, Jerk" Yoongi pulled him into a hug. 

"Hi Yoongi, I've missed you too", he says. "Tae where did you find him", Yoongi asked. "He was at the club last night with Jimin, you should have seen him.. he was sexy AF"", I say laughing. "I see the ears still get red", Joon laughed, hi little brother, welcome home." Hi Joon", Jin says embarrassed. "Are you going to say Hi Jungkook", I ask. Jungkook blushed, "Yes Taehyung, I was waiting till the family greeted him first, I'm glad you are back", he says coyly. "Thanks Jungkook", Jin says looking away from him. Oh boy these two might need a push in the right direction.


Jungkook

Oh my God, my heart is in my throat. I cant stop staring at him and his mom is right, he does look skinnier. Remembering he was with Jimin last night, brings the hurt back. I still wonder if he was with him the whole time. "Where were you Jin?" Yoongi asked. "I was with Jimin", Jin says. "Ok, well I wont ask you why", Yoongi says. "Thank you." Jin chuckled. "What was that Jk, you want to talk to Jin in private, Ok well you two run along and I will ask cook about lunch", Tae says. My eyes got wide and he pushed Jin toward me, "Go to the garden, its beautiful outside." We walked in silence to the bench in the garden. "How have you been feeling", I asked him. "I had a really bad attack this morning, but that's my first one in awhile", he says. "Tae made everybody realize how they have been treating you, especially me." I stood up and faced him. "Jin, I'm so sorry, I let my fear be the driving force behind my actions, I was afraid to admit I would submit to you, I've never been intimate with a man and it scared me, but I always thought I'd be the dominant one." I finally admitted. 

"I fell for you the first day I met you, you were so confident and dominant in everything you did, then I saw what you did to the guy that was messing with Tae and I was totally turned on, I denied my feelings, and I'm so sorry for that." "I know that you were upset that I had a date, nothing ever came of it, she talked about her self the whole time, and the whole time I thought about you, I want you, I want to be with you, no one else", I plead. "But are you willing to be submissive Jungkook, if not, it wont work", he says standing up in front of me. "Jin, I am willing to subit, as long as I can be with you", I say. "Are you being serious", he asked. I nodded with a huge smile on my face. "Just your presence, your demeanor makes me want to submit to you. I felt that the first day and I freaked out and I tried pushing the feelings off. But I'm done being in denial and I want to be yours, so badly."

Jin 

I pulled him close to me and placed my hand on his cheek, rubbing my thumb over his bottom lip. Looking into his eyes, made me melt, they were such beautiful eyes. I brought my lips to his and I kissed him deeply like I have been hungry for this, which I have been. So many nights I wondered what this would feel like and its better than I ever dreamed, especially when he allowed my tongue to explore his mouth. I ran my other hand down to the small of his back and pushed him toward me so that he could feel my erection. He gasped and I felt him smile, "See what you do to me", I growled. "Maybe you should punish me later." I pulled back, and looked at him. His blush was beautiful, "just wait till we get home baby boy!" "Cant wait", He said breathlessly. I laughed. "Jungkook, you are going to look beautiful under me, especially if you keep blushing like that." I attacked his mouth again, grabbing his ass making him gasp, tasting his mouth was intoxicating, I felt it all over my body. "Bought time", I turn to see Tae standing there. "Come, lunch is ready", he smiled. 

I held Jungkook's hand into the house. "Well its about time", My mom said. We both smiled. "There he is", "Dad", He took me in his arms and held me tight, "if you ever do that to me again, I swear", my father said. "I'm sorry, I have news though", I moved to sit next to Jungkook as he puts his hand on my thigh. "Jimin is giving us his territory", I state proudly. "Son, how did you manage that," My Father said surprised. "The fact that you are acting surprised at my skills, hurts my feelings, but besides that I spent 2 months with the boy," just then I feel Jungkook squeeze my thigh and pout. I smile and grab his hand and kiss his knuckles. "Oh Jinnie, I have learned not to underestimate you, but I didn't know you were with Jiminie, no one informed me", as he looked around the table. "You know, the Italians aren't going to be happy when they find out, the week before I left Gio called me", I say.  "Abraham's Son", my father asks. "Yea, He asked me again about marrying Gabriella", I saw rolling my eyes. "Who?", Jungkook asked. "Gabriella Costello, the daughter of the head of the Italian Families", Tae states. "Holy Shit Jin, she's the one I went on the date with", Jungkook says surprised. "What?", Yoongi asked. "Yea I have her picture" Jungkook showed us his phone. "Yea that's her, are we gonna chalk this up to coincidence or do you think the Costello's know who Jungkook is." I look at Jungkook, "Delete any pics you have of her, You are mine now." He smiled, "I only have the one and that was her profile, but its deleted babe", Jungkook says laughing. I grab his chin and bring his lips to mine, "Thank you." "I think its time to make a phone call", My Father says.

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