kevin alston. he was the most.. talented, popular, no doubt extremely fine boy. he goes to my school, but we don't talk much. which is kinda nice, since if he did talk to me then everything would be awkward.. it's just hard.. since seeing his face would make me melt.
many girls are on top of him which sucks since all of them are way prettier than me, but i kinda got used to it, pretty sure hes also used to it.. and it looks like he's enjoying having shawtys all on him. also, did i mention he's in a boy group.. that can sing, dance && rap? talented as hell.
the only time he noticed me was when his ( ex ) girlfriend had started shit with my friend, which was my cue to defend him.. i didn't realise that kevin and his group ( daniel&&dev ) stumbled in and watched. i got dragged, spat on, but i'm also used to that lol
i have been kinda lonely since then, because my friend had left to atlanta. and we haven't spoken since then. but i met this new girl, her name is elizabeth and shes pretty cooool. she doesn't interact with that much people aswell.. sooo, i'm pretty much the popular loner ..
well out of that, my name is [ y/n ],, i'm 5'0"&& a music geek. after meeting elizabeth.. shes.. introduced me to weird friends,, alexis, mia and asia.. i mean they are really pretty, but act really weird.
i remember seeing asia sharing a picture of her photoshopped eating out someones ass ( i could imagine asia doing that smh ) but apart from that, errything cool with them.
today is a normal day like any other day.. currently i'm in the school toilet seat scrolling through my phone. i was going to hang out with elizabeth but she didn't come to school today which sucks mannee .. i was gonna rant to her about how i bumped into kev today and he looked at me in the eye for 0.5 seconds before walking off.. :)
the only people who know about me being 'obsessed' with kevin is elizabeth && mia. i can't trust alexis OR asia,, but i feel like they already know by the way i sTarE aT hIM mOrE tHaN Me fOcUsInG oN ThE WoRk.. like i'm a psychopath.
ah how i really want this day to end.
*ugly ass bell noise*
yep thats my cue to go homeee !! today was mad long. walking.. i see. fuck fuck fuckk. devin, daniel and kevin are blocking the school entrance. okay, [ y/n ] just walk it off. i look back up to see kevin sucking face with this girl.. she looks new ? this boy breaking my heart wit out even knowinnn :(((
ill just take the back door because .. you know
i decide to go to mias house bc it's less far && my mom ain't home till 9pm and i wanna talk to herr, it has been a while !! ( btw, mia doesn't go [ y/n ] school but knows she likes kev because all she ever talks to mia about is h i m )
"sup [ y/n/n].. how was schoooool?" she says. "um boring as hell.. but let me in i wanna talkkkkk" i say entering. "dang you so impatient" she mutters. i open her big ass fridge and grab a coke. "i'm gonna change.. you got any spare clothes i could use of yours ?" i ask. "uhh duhh, in my storage i gotta lot of clothes i aint using , check there"
"looks like eli, asia nd alenszjs ( i did that on purpose ) is coming .. " she says before jumping onto her couch. i change into a plain white tee and shorts. i follow behind as she grabs the remote scrolling through the channels. "soo waddup with this kevin dude and you ? any update?" mia says, still scrolling through the channels. "um.. OH YES !! today, i bumped into him and he stares at me for a second omggg i'm still shivering over that !!" i say, genuinely excited.
mia stops scrolling through the channels to stare at me. "what?" i say, sipping more coke. she bursts out laughing. " a- a second?? girl, y-you playing" she says in between her laughter. i roll my eyes, dang .. do people not know how amazing that is for me ?