Am I worthless?
Why do send out so much love and get nothing in return?
Am I destined to die alone?
Why am I none of my best friends best friend?
Why can't I make my mom proud?
Why is life so shitty?
Why can't I stop being sad?
Why can't I control my emotions?
Why is my mind the way it is?
Why can't people see I'm in need of help? All the smiling through the pain really gets me sometimes.
Why aren't I good at anything?
What is my destiny?
Why do I want to hurt myself?
Why do I want to hurt other people?
What can silence all these voices in my fucking head?
I'm not okay.
