The Me Nobody Knows

I'm still alive but barely breathing. I try to hide all my problems behind this cheery spirit. What's actually behind it is a world of pain. You think you know me? Well guess what! You have no idea. No idea on how I really truly feel. Nobody knows. Not my family. Not my friends. Nobody. Shall I introduce myself?

I drown in fear of having the ones I truly love disappear.

I drown in pain because sad and lonely is what I will remain.

I drown in stress because I'm trying so hard to always be at my best.

I drown in frustration because I am always the one in isolation.

I'm the happy girl you take me to be. I'm not the awesome friendeveryone thinks they have.

I really am :

-Miserable

-Lonely

-Depressed

-Insecure

-Unhappy

-Confused

-Unloved

-Tired

-Scared

-Emotional

I AM THE ME NOBODY KNOWS!.*