Soon

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Alex POV

"Charlie wake up... wake up please come on my parents are awake you have to sneak out... Charlie!!"
I say as I shake my boyfriends shoulder
"No..." he says sleepily
"Come On Charlie you have to go"
he slowly opens his eyes and is actually understanding the words I telling him.
"Oh, yah okay" he says as he starts to sit up
"You sleep like your dead." I chuckle
"Well I like sleep"
"Yah.."
"I like sleeping next to you"
"Yah..me too.."
I look into his beautiful eyes and give him a sweet kiss before I kick him out
"Maybe one day we can do more then just sleep." He laughs and started to put on his shoes
"Yah one day....But for now you gotta get outta here." I say walking up to the door
"Or I could stay and meet your parents" he gives me a sweet smile
"Yah or maybe i could meet your dad... and the entire liberty high school booster club, of which he is the president of..."
"Tushier" he says walking up to me and giving me another kiss
"I think you mean touché"
"Mmm nope.. I don't know that word..." he says making me laugh.
he gives me a silent "bye" and blows me a kiss as he walks out

I close my door and fall onto my bed.

God I love that guy

I scoot up to where Charlie slept that night and buried my face into the pillow

His smell makes me feel so safe and happy

I feel myself getting hard.

I do want to do more than just sleep... I love sleeping next to him and I love feeling him but he is my boyfriend and I've had way to many sex dreams about him to even think I don't find him attractive in THAT way.... I just don't know how that works... I've never really done anything with boys besides kissing. I haven't even watched gay porn since I've been so insecure about my masculinity since I was little. I don't even let Charlie cuddle me because I'm scared he'll feel my Boner. Which is dumb because he probably knows I have one. I know he does. It's pretty obvious. I wish I knew more about this stuff.....or maybe someone who does....tony....

I pick up my phone and start typing a message to tony.

Tony 🥊

Hey man I know it's really early but I need to ask you some questions about Charlie and guys.. this is gonna be awkward but I really need help..

Alex, I'll always be here for you, I'll help you with anything you know that. What ever questions you have I'll answer if I can. Meet me at monet's in an hour. See you.