Never Again

Part 1- Drunken Stupor

Roger sat at the dining room table, head buried into his hands. He breathed deeply trying desperately to calm his nerves. David had said he'd be home by midnight. Yet, it was currently 4:30 in the morning.
       "He probably just fell asleep at the studio again," Roger excused, "theres no need to freak out." He tried to tame his worried thoughts with words. Repeating those words over and over to himself. Rolling his head out of his hands and into the air, staring up into the apartment's ceiling. He fiddled with his fingers waiting and waiting for David to come home. A yawn escaped him as Roger banged his head on the table, blocking out the light with his arms.
        "Just come home," He whispered, into his bicep as he drifted off to sleep.
         A loud crash woke Roger from his slumber. He bolted upright, blinking away the blurriness of sleep in his eyes. His head whipped around to the direction the noise was coming from. A figure was stumbling to the kitchen, tripping over their own feet. Roger stood from his chair, ready to defend his home from the intruder.
         "Roggie?" David slurred. Roger's brows furrowed into a mixture of confusion and relief.
          "Where the fuck have you been?" Roger questioned, tirelessly. He'd been waiting for hours and the first decent sleep in a few days had been interrupted by David being careless. David stumbles closer to Roger. Roger crinkles his nose at the scent of pure vodka radiating of his boyfriend. He grips his boyfriend firmly as he struggles to stand correctly. David hangs onto him with a weak grasp and smiles lopsided.
             "Are... are you drunk?" Roger questions the obvious. Now that David stands closer, he can read the tell-tale signs of a drunken stupor. David grins at him with glazed and bloodshot eyes.
             "Nno...silly" David giggled, "I'm nots srunk. Nope not me hehehehe." Roger stared at David, shocked. He promised he wouldn't start drinking. They even made a promise! For David to cut back on his drinking and if he was going to drink, make sure someone responsible was with him. The shock in Roger morphed into boiling hot anger.
              "YOU SAID YOU WERENT GOING TO DRINK ANYMORE!" Roger screamed, startling David into silence, "YOU PROMISED!" David stared into the abyss, not really there. He was hot and tired and just wanted to go to bed. A pair of fingers snapped in his face. Rude.
               "ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING TO ME?! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU??!?" Roger was still screaming. David licked his dry lips and tried to control the deep, angry bubble forming in the pit of his stomach.
                "YOU TOLD ME YOU WERE NEVER GOING TO TOUCH A DRINK AGAIN! YOU ALWAYS BREAK YOUR PROMISES! I SHOULDVE NEVER BELIEVED YOU!"
                "WELL WHY DID YOU?!" David  yelled, stunning Roger. "WHY DID YOU BELIEVE ME?! YOU KNOW THIS WAS BOUND TO HAPPEN AND WHAT DID YOU DO?! YOU HOPED FOR CHANGE! WELL WAKE UP ROGER! IM NOT YOUR PERFECT LITTLE MATE! YOUR SO ANNOYING!" Roger was frozen in place. He didnt know what to think. David had never raised his voice that much. If Roger was being honest, it was scaring him.
               "I shouldve listened to her," David muttered under his breath. Roger turned around to face David. He looked at him quizzically.
                "Listened to who?" Roger asked. David sighed exasperated. God, was he tired.
                "This chick at the bar. She told me that you were seeking perfection and wanted to turn me into your perfect little bitch. I guess she was right" David spat with dangerous poison. Roger gasped sharply. He didnt believe what he was hearing. He didnt want that. He loved David with all of himself. Roger could practically hear his heart shattering and he could feel every bit of it. Blinking away the tears, he straightened and walked towards the door, grabbing his keys of the table.
                "Well if I made you think that, then I'm truly sorry. Yet, I want you to know that it is not true. I've loved you more than anything in the earth and the heavens beyond. But, I guess you are not in the right mind at the moment to receive that information. You need to sober up and think a bit. Call me when you've thought about your actions." With that, Roger walked out the door and slammed it behind him.
                 "Oh fuck off" David breathed and headed straight for bed.

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Quick A/N
This is for my friend Rhiannon!♡
I'm sorry for any type of grammatical errors in here. I haven't slept in a while so ya bitch is tired lol.
Hope you guys enjoyed!
Have a wonderful day/night/afternoon

-M