1 day after Lucifer and Chloe's goodbye.
Lucifer pov -
i sat dead silent in the thick cold throne i have returned too. yes, cold. everything has been cold since i left chloe. my heart suddenly throbbed just by the sound of her name. i just wish there could be a new king or a queen, honestly. but i rebelled so i take the fall—blah blah blah. i knew there was no point, dad just has to be the bitch he is.
"all part of god's plan huh?" i laughed in distress, while looking up mockingly "the only thing you do is rip things apart just because you can!" i could feel the anger building up as the memories of what chloe was flushed my head.
i lowered my head, feeling my eyes start to burn, "you'll never change".
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after a few hours- no... maybe a day since 'time goes slower in hell'-of torturing the guilty, i sat back down. it was always the same thing: fight, laugh, show the big mean façade and put things in place. i would let my little demons do the work but if i just sit in my throne for millennia, i would become dust. although i knew that no matter what i do, chloe would always pop up in my head. i do hope she's pulling herself together. it would be a big relief to at least know.
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Chloe's pov + third person switch-offs
i lay onto the velvet bedsheets, not caring about one single thing in the world besides lucifer. his soft 'goodbye' throbbed around my head as my tears paced down my cheeks, making marks onto the velvet.
chloe never realized how it was always lucifer and her, wether they were dating someone else or not. he always tried his best for her, no matter how crazy he sounded. sometimes lucifer did deserve to be pushed out a little, his type just couldn't handle working everyday.
i wish i could've payed attention just a little more, or at least listened to him! it should've been obvious when he kept going on about god and his devilish sides. what did i do though? instead of sitting down with lucifer, i just snapped at him or called him crazy. it's all my fault. if i just accepted him and didn't run away like some scared sheep! i put my life on making lucifer die down into the big 'meanie' he was. if i just REALIZED lucifer wasn't some wolf—he was a fallen angel looking for peace. although, everyone knew he would never admit that.
chloe knew she wasn't the only one to blame though. lucifer broke her, into millions of pieces. he torn her, and it would take more than a lifetime to recover. it's only been two days and chloe has already given up on everything-
a sudden vibration hurdled it's way across the bed.
chloe picked up her phone wiping her eyes so she can have recognition of the caller; dan. she knew that she didn't want to speak to him (or anyone) but especially him. but she saw him as a hand out of the darkness, a little spice to get lucifer off her mind.
"hello?" chloe's exhausted voice hung.
"hey chloe! everything alright? nobody has heard from you in a while, it's not like you to skip work"
chloe paused before answering, trying to stop her tears from gushing.
"uh, yeah! i-i'm doing fine, just got a small cold. it's nothin t-though. i should be better in a bit" there was nothing true about that sentence, but what truth could chloe give dan?
"ah alright. i can take trixie for a little while until you feel better,"
"oh um- thank you, that would actually be really helpful—right now," chloe's voice croaked and paused as her issues started suffocating her again.
"okay, feel better!" and with that, he hung up.
i didn't feel any better at all, that call actually made me feel more helpless. but she couldn't just hide away for forever, she has a kid and friends. of course she couldn't just tell them lucifer flew back to hell after she finally realized she was in love with him. so she'll fix herself. there will be no discussion about lucifer until i get to talk with maze or amenadiel for closure.
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Lucifer's pov + third person switch-offs
i flipped the cap off of my flask as i took a swig of the pure bourbon. the endless though of everything just disappearing traced through my mind. i've done so much to make l.a my home and too just think about it all going to nothing, broke me. my club, the penthouse, my job.... my friends. when i first came to l.a it was just sex, drugs and getting drunk. sometimes i wish the cop that pulled me over all those years ago did take me to jail. maybe i wouldn't be in this pain.
"lucifer?" a heavy voice called out behind me.
i turned around to see the strong, big-headed angel that stood in front of me, amenadiel.
"brother!" i cried out, holding a smile.
amenadiel held his arms out as a tired smile washed his face, "luci! how are you brother?"
lucifer's mouth hung dry as he pondered for a good excuse.
"well, could be better" he snickered in remorse.
amenadiel put his arms down as he read over his brothers face, "i know you miss her"
lucifer glared at his brother, wanting no more than to just bawl his heart out.
"i don't know what you're talking about"
"it's not like you to lie like that luci. she misses you too, dearly. but i'm sure you've come up with some plan to see her again?"
lucifer observed his brother's words, but not happily. he hated that he kept bringing her up, even though all he wanted to do was talk and ask about her.
"no brother, i can't risk anything anymore!" lucifer shouted infuriated.
amenadiel took his brother's point, but he knew there was a loophole. he knew there was a way to help his brother.
"come on lucifer, i know you're scared-"
"scared!? that's absurd. i am not-"
"luci, it's okay to be scar-"
"enough!" lucifer finally ended their argument, having enough broken pieces to deal with.
"but lucifer, chloe needs-"
"i said enough!" lucifer growled, informing his brother that chloe shall not be mentioned.
"why don't you head out to your family, hm? before dad turns you into stone for visiting the dark side"
amenadiel finally took a good like at his brother, revealing all of his pain to himself. it was too soon to have a break-through with lucifer right now.
"okay. but you an i both know that i am NOT going to let you be here forever"
lucifer stayed in contact with the ground as his brother flew away. he was right, he couldn't stay away from chloe.
a/n:
aah first chapter! it is definitely not amazing but i got something done. i know, it's short but there's going to be a lot more to come—this was basically a warm up for the rest of the story, if the world decides they want more. sorry about dumb grammar mistakes or whatever. stay safe!!
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