Chapter1: Ughh another heart break..figures!!, I thought i could acctually trust you this time. They say the thrid times the charm bull!! we have past that way up! I wish i could make just one wish, Of coruse it would be about you. I would wish that you would finally open your eyes and finally figure out how much i love and care about you. i love you now, why are you the only one that cant seem to figure that out ? Im guessing your to dumb to figure that out....Everytime you do this to me,you act like you love me and then find someone eles! Are you trying to to break my heart? like you have a hundred times before. You cost me so much pain! i guess thats my fault for letting you do it to me again. Everyone tells me to get over you i cant i have tryed belive me oh have i tryed. I wish i could but i dont have the corage to if i loose you then its like looseing a piece of me! I love you to much to loose you, but i dont think you feel the same way. :( everyone tells me you dont deserve my tears but, i cant help it everytime i think of you with another,it brings tears! expceally when its my ex bestfreind!! how could you??
Chapter2: Everytime i try to tlk to you about hw i feel about you i cant i loose my track of thought becuz i stare into your beautiful eyes. Everytime we touch or hold hands i get this feeling that i cant seem to get anof of! I guess im in love.. atleast thats what they say when ever you get this warm and fuzzy feeling inside everytime we talk or touch. I just wish you would pick me insted of her,sometimes i think you hate me. Are you inbarrssed of me??
Chapter3: A millon thoughts were running through my head as you were getting on the bus as uswal you sat with me. Same....you said good morning and grabbed my hand. The warm in fuzzy feeling once again, i want to confront you about yourself about how much pain you coss me and the heart break! Just the time i wasted on you i think about you constenly i talk about you everyday, if not to someone to myself. I agree with my freinds im crazy and i know it not only for being me but becuz i love you so much i would do anything for you i would die for you. i will live for you. You look away and then turn back around to look at me you smile at me with your smile that i love im so despointed in you you have no idea, i finally gain the courage not to smile back but to look away. You ask me wats wrong.... ughh i need to confrount you ughh come on sara just do it just say it just confront him you dont need this you didnt do anything to deserve this pain that he puts you through. Finally the anwser comes " why do you do this you hurt me,and you dont give a damn!! when i see you in the hallway you look at me like you hate me you tell me you love me but then turn around and do this shit to me!! why?? i didnt do anything to deserve this pain this heartbreak!!!" he stares at me for along time then finally putts his hand on my cheaks and pulls me in for a kiss.
Chapter 4: When he relises me i feel mixed emoctions one of them is a awesome feeling saying my first kiss was amazing and wow!! :) the other damn it i wasnt finished yet.... we never said anything for a long time but we stared at each other and every once in awhile we smiled and kissed again. Every one on the bus was looking at ous but i didnt give a shit at this moment i didnt care about what other pepole thought of me. I was liveing in my moment my moment was a moment of happyness a moment that i wish would never end but would shortly.I finally diceted to say something but he beat me "well, what did ya think?" i replied"it was amazing but, y" "becuz, i figured that you need something to let me prove that i love you just as much as you do me. At this point im like oh my god really??? but i didnt react that way i said" then why are you dateing her?" the anwser i was looking for" im not would you let me finish?" i blush and then smile "of course" "ok i was plainning to ask you out" "well do it" he looked away and then back and smile then finally said"sara will you go out with me?" i smile and then say "well duh!!!" then he kisses me once again.....FInally i think he got the point that i love him now to me that was a dream come true some of you may say well your just the lucky fuckin one well not exactly i had to work hard for it!! And well the wait was well worth it! Im tellin you your time will come even though how dumb they are they will finally figure out who has always been there for them that has allways loved them and always will! :) And then you will have you dream come true !!!..
