Life Full of Lies (Kagars Series#1)

Prologue

NOTICE: TYPOGRAPHICAL ERRORS, GRAMMATICAL ERRORS AND WRONG SPELLINGS! Please bear with me huhu. I'll edit this right after I finished this kuwento hekhek.

Prologue

"You are not going anywhere!" he shouted as he slammed his hand in the dining table.

I don't have any choice but to remain silent and let my tears flow in my face like a faucet.

"Gruen! Do you understand?!" again, he shouted.

"But dad, I really want that course." I said while crying.

I can't even stop my sob anymore. Now, I feel so weak.

"Criminology? Are you even trying to make me laugh? No more buts! Accountancy or not going to school anymore!" he said and walk out in the dining area, leaving me behind.

I'm so powerless.

I'm so hopeless.

He left me with no choice.

I wanted to hang myself.

But I still have plans for my own.

I wanted to be free.

I left the dining area too and began running heading to my bedroom. I weakly lay in bed and silenty cried as I buried my face to my pillows.

I wish my mom was still here. I wish she didn't left us. That way, I will still have someone that can shield me. I wish my brother and sister were still here, so that my father will not see me all the way.

Why do he had to be strict in me? He don't even have a reason to be hard on me. I'm not either a rebel daughter and will never be.

Just for once, I wanted to do what I want. It's not even like, it will be the worst thing that I would do. It's for me and for my future.

All my life, I've been following him.

I know that it's very hard but sometimes I lied to him. Telling that I needed to go to school because of projects but the truth is, we just do random things like going road trip, going to my classmate's house and cook some food while watching a movie.

I suddenly stop crying when I remember that my friends were already worried about me right now, because we had a deal that we will wait for each other because the time for our entrance examination in SPU is eight am. Even if I can't go, I just wanted to atleast tell them that they shouldn't wait for me because I can't come anymore.

I jumped off the bed and began trying to find my phone when I didn't found it in my bedside table. My heart is racing because I already had a doubt where it is right now. But I didn't give up and went to my study table's drawer and find it there. When I didn't found it, I sit on my chair because I realized they are online right now.

But it's like I'm gonna break down when my mac book isn't in my study table. This time, I already gave up finding my only hope which is my iPad because I know, where are my gadgets right now.

It's like someone throwing me to the floor as I cried soundly this time.

I guess, I got no choice right after I graduated senior high school but took accountancy course on the next school year.