Different kind of love|| gonner x reader

New world awakening!

Y/n's P.O.V

I was done, I walked to the bathroom after class and sat on the toilet and pulled out my trusty friend from my backpack, my blade..

I take a shaky breath 'first Dixie takes my friends, then my boyfriend..! I'm done with this!' I thought as I swipe the long razor blade across my wrist and up my arms

One for sympathy, for my tears to shed

One for sorrow, for all the times the tears build up into my eyes

Another deep swipe for anger, for that people stealing Dixie

Instead of tears flow it was blood from the cuts, the final bell rings as I walk home alone.

When I arrive home I get slapped by my mom while a cigarette was in her mouth "you're a disappointment!" I nod "you never let me forget..."

She clicks her tongue "go to your room.." I nod and does so, locking my door I set down my bag and set up my speakers and guitar

I strum my guitar 

"The world around me is lost in misery
The only good I've got in my life is you
No meaning, no other reason
When everything feels wrong I feel right with You
So madly, desperate deeply
Obsessed your love is better than mine to me
Can I have this moment forever?"

I keep strumming and feels blood leak from my fingers, some spreading on the guitar strings

"Take me, to the beginning
You are what I believe
I'll live and die for You
This is all that I need
When nothing is real you are my truth
In the darkness You shine
Can You keep me safe tonight?
When I'm down on my knees
You are what I believe!"

I hear something get thrown onto my window and stop, I look out to try to find out what it was. I look on my floor to see a rock with a note " you can't hide from us~ signed, Alyssa and malissa. Ugh of course.." I throw the note away and climb out my window and walk into the deep woods.

I keep walking not tending to the wounds that are dripping onto the twigs and leaves. I walk and hum, I hear thunder and head to my hideout.

I arrive at my door but hear twigs snap behind me, I try to open my door but won't budge, immediately I can tell people are behind the door "come on guys get out of there!-"

I freeze in my words and see a arrow shot through my side, I cough up blood and stumble back a bit, the people behind the door open and gasp, looking at the arrow and my face. They walk over "oh my god..y/n! We didn't mean for this to happen..! Malissa you said it wouldn't hurt her!"

I fall to my knees and go back,hearing muffled voices and a bright light..

.:* world change brought to you by the pirate sword*:.

I open my eyes to see darkness, I stretch my arms outward to lift a heavy object up a bit to the point light seeped through.

I move the lid off and stand up seeing I'm dressed completely different

I look at myself to see my skin looking like I was rotting but wasn't.

I look around and hears rustling "hello? Show yourself!" I was scared, shakiness was in my voice as I was stepping out of the coffin.

I look at the bushes to see a mummy come out "a mummy?" I gotten dizzy as they walk closer "my name is iris! Although I'm not a full mummy, I'm a mummy zombie! And so are you- wait.."

She walks around me and looks at me closely and gasps, putting her fist on her other hand like a judge hammer "you're a new kind of walking dead!" I look at her in disbelief "walking? Dead?" I look at the stone coffin to see my name engraved

"Oh god..." she pats my shoulder "so who are you?" I clear my throat and stands up "I'm y/n, y/n l/n" isis smiles

"Do you wanna explore with me? I only know this graveyard..." I think for a moment 'I don't really know the layout of the area either...I might as well go with her, she doesn't seem violent..' "alright let's go"

Isis smiles as we go up a dirt foggy path "which way shall we go?" I look at the left or right "right" we both head that way to soon see a barn and a barn house.

"A barn?" Isis catches up "looks abandoned, should we explore?" I nod as we walk closer and explore the barn

I hear noises "you should use your azoth to protect you! It can even help you go back to being a mortal— weird" I look at her "what?" She looks around me for something

"Usually the azoth is a heart shaped amulet but I don't see anything heart shaped on you" I think about it 'it's usually in a heart shaped amulet I'm guessing any size...but I don't have that maybe...maybe it's something else...'

I clear my throat "isis, do you think the azoth could be a part of my body? Like voice, certain gestures..? After all you said you seen nothing like me before.." she pondered a bit "it could be possible!"

I sigh and walk out to see a standing up and along scarecrow with a pumpkin head on for a head

"Isis, go check on the other side I'll check this side" she nods and leaves, I walk closer to see it blink. I panic a bit and back away, it slowly follows me soon running at me.

I didn't know what to do so I got down and swiped down under its feet making it fall, I waited and it wasn't moving.

I huff for air and take off the pumpkin soo see a zombie pirate boy's face "Isis! Need help here!"