Every time we crossed each other and walked on the same ladder
I kept on making myself calm but still there's something bothers
if he's there i immediately twist myself back and on the other side, i go
it was an over acting stimulus response yet i still frequently do
he's kinda wierd, because he sometimes talk with me but sometimes he didn't
still i go with the flow until my feelings grow and i think it wouldn't easily be blown
i tried many times to remove and forget this kind of admiration
but my heart refused to accept this plannable deletion
maybe someday my heart will no longer refuse the said deletion
if there's already an in love guy with me with no opposition
from anyone nor from the feelings of that in love guy, not like
what the person i used to loved but refuse to love me back TODAY!!
i am tired of being unnoticed by you
and i am tired of understanding you
your wierd nature made me planned to forget you
but still the said "forget you" is still ongoing because
my heart is still not ready to say goodbye and to finally
forget you!!!
HARHAR with love!!
