because of you

Chapter one: fight

Richie got up from the hospital bed to see himself dead- i'm getting ahead of the story. Richie hasn't spoken to the losers in a while, he is about to enter high school and he needs someone to talk to. The first person that came to mind was eddie, nobody knew this but richie was in love with eddie. Anyways back to the story, Richie walked to Eddie's house just a couple of blocks away. He walked up to the door and was about to knock until he heard laughter behind him. He looked to see eddie and a boy sharing a ice cream together. He assumed it was just a friend but that was until they...kissed. Richie couldn't believe it, he didn't want Eddie to see him so he ran. Eddie looked and saw someone running but couldn't figure out who it was, richie was 2 blocks away from his house. Just as his day couldn't get any worse it started raining, but Richie didn't care; he just walked home. He entered his house and his mom started yelling at him. He had a bad day already; he ignored his mom and headed upstairs to his room. He changed into dry clothes and layed in bed, thinking. "If i died already wouldn't that be better anyways" thought Richie, he decided to go to sleep early and he had school tomorrow. He woke up and went to the restroom, he grabbed a blade that he hid and looked at his wrist. He let out a sight and hid the blade, he got ready for school and stated riding his bike to school. School was pretty boring for richie, he kept zoning out so he really didn't pay a whole lot of attention. As he was walking out of the school, he saw eddie with the same kid yesterday. "Hey richie" said mike. "Hey" said richie "how you been toxier" "eh sucks to be me" said richie, they laughed. "So you coming to my birthday party" asked Mike "uh yeah it's tonight right" said richie "yeah" "okay i'll see you there" said richie and left. As he was walking he heard bowers, "well well well if it isnt the little faggot that tried to bone my little cousin" "for the last time i didnt more like he tried to bone me" said richie. Henry went to Richie and grabbed his shirt, Richie knew he fucked up. "Ah shit" said Richie. Next thing you know Richie is on the floor and Henry was getting in trouble by a teacher. "Richie" said a boy, riche turned to see connor lending a hand. He took it and they both ran around the school, "what do you want" said richie. "Here " said conner while giving him a rag to clean the blood, " look you probably dont wanna join henry's gang-" " you're right i don't" said richie. "But you should think about" said conner "whatever" said richie, "think about?" said conner "sure" lied riche. He grabbed his bike and headed to mike's house.