Confessions

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I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry!!
I took so long to update and I AM SORRY
I got halfway through writing it and my brain went kaputt and I couldn't think of where to go
There were so many rewrites...
But I finally finished it!!
And because I haven't said it enough: I AM SORRY!!!
Also, this chapter is gonna be a little jumpy as it switches between our analogical dumbasses and our royality dumbasses :)


Virgil isn't stupid...most of the time.

They weren't lying when they said that they could hear most of Logan and his sister's conversation, especially when she screamed about him having a crush. The only thing they lied about was not knowing who his crush was. They knew and it terrified them. That's why they were so panicked when Logan wanted to ask them a question, because they had a pretty good idea on what he was going to ask. And as much as they want to be asked out by Logan, they couldn't do it.

Dating and relationships were never anything Virgil was good at. They couldn't do that to Logan. Logan was beautiful and smart and talented and Virgil was a mess of a human being. As much as they wanted to be with Logan, they didn't want him to settle for someone who is definitely not worth his love.

Which is why they've been avoiding Logan all week.

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"Good morning jochie!" Patton beamed as he handed Virgil a plate of pancakes

"Thanks, Pat" Virgil offered a small smile back

"How have you been?"

Patton had taken notice of Virgil's sudden coldness towards Logan and wanted to get to the bottom of it because he shipped these two like FedEx and by God, he was going to make his ship sail!

"I've been okay. Worried about Janus but he's doing much better now"

"That's good to hear. What about you and Logan?"

Virgil froze for a millisecond but that was all Patton needed, "what about him?"

"Well, you two haven't been talking that much recently and I was wondering if something was going on?"

"Nope, nothing going on. I gotta go now, bye!"

Despite being best friends with Janus since they were 5, Virgil couldn't lie for shit. They sped out of the room so fast Patton half expected to see the cartoon smoke effect behind them. Virgil almost took Roman down who was walking into the kitchen at the same time.

"Mira hacia donde vas!"

"Duilich" Virgil muttered before bounding up the stairs two at a time

"What's his problem?" Roman huffed as he sat next to Patton

"I'm not sure, schat"

"What does that mean? I don't think I've heard that one before"

Patton flushed a bright pink and began spluttering as he tried to process what he just called Roman. Luckily he was saved by Logan walking in.

"Logan!" Patton shouted, "there's our favourite smartest guy!"

Logan raised an eyebrow at the pair, "what are you guilty of Patton?"

'Being a dumbass!' Patton wanted to scream

"Ik noemde mjin verliefdheid helemaal niet per ongeluk schat en had toen een homopaniek. Natuurlijk was het in het Nederlands, dus hij weet het niet, maar toch!"

"Patton, Patton take a breath!" Roman laughed lightly, taking Patton's hand which didn't help to calm him.

"Het gaat goed met mij. I'm fine. How are you, Logan?" Patton smiled, ignoring Roman's worried looks

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