Your Guardian Angel | Jenlisa

Chapter 21: our

L I S A

why am i feeling this way?

"lisa, i'm scared."

"why?"

it was as if i was dying from the heaviness of my heart---

I can not breathe.

"I feel that someday, you will leave me too and i will never see you again. I'm scared lisa. "

"don't worry, while i'm here next to you, i won't leave you unnie."

I slumped down to the floor and I leaned against the edge of my bed.

I catch my breath and shut my eyes as I hold my chest tightly.

i-i need help.

"will you promise, lisa?"

"i-i'm sorry, but i can't promise you that jen."

i cough hardly, I kept vomiting and i slammed my hands on the floor as i continued to vomit even it's hurting me.

It's too much.

"why?"

"Because not all promises can be fulfilled jennie, sometimes promises are meant to be broken."

I wiped my mouth and weakly forced myself to stand up. i started to walk but i stumbled and i loudly fell on my knees.

i scream in pain, it makes the pain increase on my heart.

"do you mean that someday you are set to leave me, lis?"

"we won't know, but until i'm here next to you and you're seeing me, I won't leave you jennie."

I keep crying even when i'm in a lot of pain, even though my bed and the floor are full of blood because i keep vomiting, i stand up again and walks toward the table where the telephone was placed.

"You will not leave me?"

"is there a reason for me to leave you?"

my hands trembled while picking up the phone but i manage to diall jin oppa's phone.

I was crying as i coughed loudly, my knees are trembling and my only support for my body to not fall was my hand that is gripping tightly on the table.

please, jin.

answer the telephone, i need you.

"promise?"

"i love you, jen. and that's all matter."

i sigh in relief as jin answers my call.

"o-oppa? where are you?" I weakly ask.

i cough hardly and i spit out more blood.

i fell on my knees again while i tightly grip my chest.

I can not breathe.

"we're all in the dining room and we're eating--- wait, are you crying lisa?"

"I need you." i pause as i keep vomiting. my shirt was soaked in blood. I cried out loud.

"lisa?! Why are you crying?!What's hapenning?!"

"jin, please." i weakly said.

"go .. go to my room .." I catch my breath as i told him that.