You will not understand untill....

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Untill you realize being depressed and being sad is not the same thing, you will not understand.

Until a friend of years calls you saying goodbye & you hear them pull the trigger on the other end you will not understand.

Until you walk in your friends bedroom to see they had cut them self because her/him heart was so broken, you won’t understand.

Untill you see self harm scares on your friend old or new, you won't understand.

Until you see your own parent lose to depression or struggle with depression themselves and pray they don’t end their life, you will not understand.

Untill you find a love ones suicide note and found out they were going to take they life, you will not understand.

Until you lose your friend to suicide or find out people your going to school with have committed suicide, you won’t understand.

Until you’ve had to talk your friend out of killing themselves, you won’t understand.

Until you’ve been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, mood disorders, or ptsd, you will not understand.

Until you’ve sat in your bed and cried alone for hours, you will not understand.

Until you’ve had to or went to a mental hospitals, because you’d rather be dead than alive, you will not understand.

Untill you had to calm your self from a panic or anxiety attack, you will not understand.

Until you’ve had to talk yourself out of suicide, you will not understand.


                               ~shy

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Hello so I'm so sorry I haven't been posting as much.

Also I know this doesn't rhyme but not all poems are suppose to rhyme... I hope you liked it.

Also here take some tissues *hands box of tissues to you*

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