fuck you Brian

i apologize for nothing

Brian POV: It was a night like any other in our house. Our neighbours screaming at the creepers that keep fucking attacked their base for some reason, but most importantly, my love right by my side, My Caleb. Well, I shouldn't say "my" after all, I'm not his yet. Soon my love. Very soon indeed. Nightfall soon ended and it was now day. "i'm off to go see Amerin and Charlie, I'll be back soon Bri." D-did he just call me Bri? A nickname from my one and only Caleb. I could feel the butterflies building up in my stomach. Maybe it was a sign. Maybe I could finally be his little Bri. No, snap out of it Brian, you have things to do. I went out to get us some bread. Maybe we could share a romantic evening having some bread and gazing at the stars. No, I can't think like this and let myself get distracted. I need to get busy. 

Caleb POV: As I wandered over to my friend's house I couldn't keep him off my mind. His beautiful greasy black hair. His big figure. I just couldn't get him out of my head no matter how much I wanted to. I walk up to Amerin and Charlie's house. Still have that wheat farm, huh?" I asked. Amerin just looked at me annoyed and continued playing with her birds. "...Okay then." I said in response to her silence. I wandered over to the bee hives and gathered some honey so I could return to him as soon as possible. No, I couldn't think this way, not when I know there's no way he could feel the same for someone like me. I need to suppress this feeling as long as I can. At least until it becomes too much to bear. I began heading home to him and I found him walking around in our yard. "O-oh hey Caleb, um I'm just going for a quick walk." he said sheepishly. God, he's so cute when he blushes like that. "nice Bri, It's getting late so let's head inside." He gave me that adorable sheepish smile again and agreed. We walk into our humble mountain home and go to our shared bedroom. It's not much, but it means the world to me all because I get to share everyday with him, my Bri. No, what am I saying I can't call him that not when I know he'd never feel the same. While I was lost In thought I catch him staring at me.

Brian POV: Caleb looks like he's zoning out. God, he's so cute while he's focused that I can't help but stare. I was looking at his chestnut hair and his brown eyes, he's so beautiful. While I was admiring his beauty he notices me staring. He gets a smirk on his face and walks over to me. "Whacha' looking at Bri?" He asks me with confidence. "N-nothing nothing at all." I said, my face burning a bright red. He could very obviously tell what was going on in my head. I wanted him, and he knew it. The smirk on heis face grew bigger while he straddled me while I was still sitting on my bed. I squirm against the wall, my face burning even brighter. "W-what are you doing dude?" I laugh out nervously. "What we both want." He replies her eyes burning with fiery passion. He gently brushes the back of his hand against my cheek, still straddling my legs. She leans in and whispers in my ear. "I never would have thought we both wanted this." I can't take this anymore. I want him so much. My body longs for his. As if reading my mind he leans in and presses his soft lips against mine. The kiss is short but tender and gentle. As if snapping to reality his eyes suddenly go wide and he gets off of me. "w-what am I doing?" He stares at me for a moment before his eyes begin to well up. "I'm so sorry." he says, his voice practically breaking. "I should have realized you didn't want that." I just realized I didn't kiss him back out of shock. He must have taken it as rejection. I walk up to him and lean up to kiss him. This time it's long and I savor every second of it. When we finally pull away I say the three words I'd wanted to say to her since we met. "I love you." "I love you too Bri." He replies, his eyes on the ferge of tears. He must have been hiding this for so long just like me. "I love you more than you could ever know." He pulls me into his arms and embraces me until we both have to sleep. I put our beds together so we can sleep together and I'll never have to leave his side again.