My Life Changed (BWWM) (Completed)

Part 3

Joshua POV

I really hope she says yes. I don’t know how much longer I can just be friends with her.

“Okay”

“What?”

“I said okay,” she repeats herself.

I did the one thing that I have been waiting months for, I kissed her.

At first she was a little hesitant, but she relaxed and I slipped my tongue in her mouth.

We were kissing for probably 10 minutes straight when she went inside her home and then I drove home.

I took a shower and fell asleep.

Alexandria’s POV

At first I was so scared to say yes because we just started rekindling our friendship, but I’ll give it a try.

That kiss was something though. I didn’t expect him to just kiss but it was certainly nice.

Over the past 2 months, me and Joshua were okay, but I could not help but feel that he was not liking the fact that I used to be a stripper. I don’t know why because I explained to him that after I graduated that I would get a different job which I did and it was working out perfectly.

We were at a nice restaurant called Leilani’s and he has not said a word to me since we got here and ordered drinks and food.

“Are you okay?” I decided to ask him.

“Yeah why?” I says giving me an irritated look.

“I was just asking since you haven’t talked to me since we got here.”

“Well, I’m just tired.”

“Did I do something wrong? I mean do you want to be together? I don’t want you to feel forced into this relationship considering the fact that you asked me out.” He didn’t say anything after that so I just let it go.

When he dropped me off home, he didn’t kiss me goodnight or even give me a hug and then when I tried, he pushed me away.

I honestly don’t know what I’m doing wrong. I have tried to see maybe I said something wrong or did something wrong, but it’s none of that so what could it be?

Maybe he was cheating? Maybe he thought it would me better dating than being friends? I don’t know.

I’ll just ask him when he picks me up tomorrow because this is bothering me.

Or I might just text him to come over and talk?

I just want to understand if there is something I need to change about myself.

“Can you come over so I can talk to you?” I texted Joshua.

Joshua’s POV

Why would she ask me if I was okay?

I just don’t know about this anymore. I thought that when we got together I would be able to get over the fact that she was a stripper, but I can’t.

I’ve tried to understand why she did it, but I just can’t.

Maybe I’ll talk to her about it? Maybe I won’t because I have lied to her so many times telling her that the stripping never bothered me, but it really did.

And then I get a text from her asking if I can come over so she can talk to me.

It took me a while to reply but I said yes and started driving over to her house.