" i wait. i am willing to wait"
Just how much your love until you can wait. Wait until you die, until you reincarnate. Just how much? and the pain? How many pain you endure? Was it ever happy?
I hope i can find someone who can give me love that much, until you stop breathing. The love never ever change. Whether you wait for 16 years, 5 years or 800 years even though that person might not notice you. A love that last for 60 years, and even you died you still love that person. A whole heart of yours belong to that person, never once you stop.
Was the numbers really matters? was it real? does it exist?
To love, it is not always happy. Sometimes you get tired or maybe its just not the real love. Maybe that person is not for you, just a person who can give you some or a person who can walk you home. Maybe the one will never make you tired, and that person never once give up on loving you. But they said, if you wait youre the fool ones, you end up hurting. And you living yourself with "maybe, maybe someday you will see".
I read many books and many of them can wait. A long time, so long until you forgot to take care of yourself. Was it really worth it? That you can wait or maybe you...really love that person.