always and forever || 𝘯𝘤𝘵

1.16

“chan..?” i whispered, unlocking the heavy steel door. a groan from the other side signalled that haechan was indeed inside the room. 

“how did you get in?” the minute haechan was in my view, i gasped, ignoring his question. 

he was on the floor, a busted lip and a black eye visible even in the bad lighting. 

i rushed to his side, worry filling me completely. 

“are you alright? i don’t remember you having that many bruises…” 

he chuckled deeply, scoffing, “jung jaehyun has a  powerful punch.” 

i felt my eyes widen. jaehyun has done this to him? 

my mind suddenly had a flashback to the kiss that had happened a mere 10 minutes ago. i shook the thought out of my head, my blush slowly disappearing along with it. 

“c’mon, chan. jae would never do that.” i reaches my hand out to help him up, using the softest voice i could manage. but haechan swiped my hand away, shooting me a look in disbelief.

" jae...jae ? ah, so you have nicknames for each other now ? you're that close ? and you're defending him instead of comforting me ? what's the use of a so-called 'bestfriend' you say you are ? you are of no help to me. just get lost! "

" but i… "

" i dont want to listen to you, now get the fuck out of here and don't let me see you ever again, " haechan shouted.

he was upset and frustrated, spitting out words of anger. 

i tried to place my hand on haechan’s shoulder once again, but it got shrug off almost immediately. 

my mouth was left agape. had i just ruined my friendship with my best friend that easily? 

haechan got me out of my daze with a comment in a shockingly low tone, “ i bet you’re thinking about that bastard right now.”

“haechan no” by that time i was on the verge of tears, unable to process the current situation. 

“get the fuck out.” 

the coldness in his voice pierced through my heart. perhaps i should have left a long time ago. 

i turned away, letting out a shaky breath and letting my tears spill. 

i left. 

char’s note ; what am i doing i have a history test and a weighted assignment due 2 days from now😔😔 i’m ready to fail woohoo

ysas note ; hi we're back with a double update ! we recently started school :"( and we're having tests after tests its pretty sucky but overall ,, we're food :")