𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞, shariana

sweet little butterfly human

july 14th, 2016
shawn's pov

i'm really nervous. this is the first time i'm meeting ariana and i don't wanna mess this up because if i make a bad impression, she's not gonna like me, which means she won't hang out with me and the deal is off. and i can't have that. i wish i could talk to niall about this but he's literally gonna punch me in the face if i tell him. and he has every right to. i feel so bad doing this but i know it's for a bigger cause, and she'll never get hurt because she'll never find out. at least that's what i've been telling myself i get second thoughts

niall and i just got to the venue and a few people already recognized us, which is great because it'll get people talking. we pass security and go our way backstage so we can get to ariana.

we knock at her door and her makeup artist opens it for us. nice, we're early. "hi guys!!" she says with the brightest smile ever while she goes to hug niall. and damn, what a hug. i guess they're closer than i thought. i'm caught by surprise when she hugs me too and i take a while to hug back. but when i do, oh my god, how can someone smell this good? is this girl real?

"sorry, i forget you guys aren't huggers. it's completely normal in brazil, i'm sorry if that was uncomfortable." she looks at me and BLUSES!!!! she fucking blushed!! and that was the cutest thing i've ever seen in my entire life. "no, it's fine, no problem at all" i say with a grin. she smiles back.

she goes back to her chair and her makeup artist continues to do her work while niall and i talk on the sofa. it's actually a very comfy couch, i make a mental note to tell andrew to buy one for tour.

when she's done, the three of us go to a walk through the venue while it's not time for her soundcheck and m&g. we talk about literally everything because it's that easy with her. i've known the girl for two hours and it feels like we've known each other since kindergarten. we grab a hotdog on our way to m&g and i find out that she doesn't drink soda. and that she loves tomatoes to the point she eats them like an apple. who does that?

"how come someone doesn't likes soda?" i ask
"well, when my sister was one my moms friend gave her a sip of coke and she got addicted to it, and when i was born she didn't let anyone give me anything and when i grew up and tried i didn't like it. it hurts my tongue and it's too sweet, i don't see why everyone likes it" she replies sipping her natural orange juice, that i learned it's her favorite
"okay but who doesn't like mustard on their hot dogs? it belongs there" i joke
"no it doesn't!!! only ketchup is enough, mustard ruins everything." she says tossing her napkin in a trash can
"says the one who eats tomatoes like apples!" i say playfully
"hey!!!!! they're good, thank you very much!"

she finishes her m&g e her bond with her fans is the cutest thing ever. you can see the love in her eyes and how she cherishes those moments. after that, she leaves for soundcheck and we don't see her until showtime.

i'm actually memorized by her voice. scooter wasn't lying when he said she's the whole package.
"so, what do you think of her?" niall asks
"she's amazing. i don't know why but i had this whole version on her in my head and she turned out to be the complete opposite." "she's so nice, i see why you too get along" i reply
"she is, isn't she? anyway, let's get to our sets before it's too crowded"

and the show is amazing. i have no idea how she can dance and move all the time and still have a perfect voice, but she does. i surprisingly knew a lot of songs and i had so much fun. it's gonna be easy to hang out with her and i'm actually looking forward for it.