It had been the night of the Devildom dance. Mammon walked the Halls of the Devildom, listening to the floor creak with each step.
Mammon had been looking down on the hard wood floor and thinking to himself about MC. He had planned to ask them tonight but for some reason he felt anxious. This was really strange for him as he had not felt this with really anybody else.
Mammon continued walking down the hall until he reached where the party was happening. The lights had been turned off and the only thing lighting up the room were blue and purple lights shining everywhere. They somehow managed to glitter everywhere and bring a smile to everyone's faces along with the music. People were dancing with each other and ignoring if anyone had been watching them or not.
Mammon took a deep breath as he noticed MC in the corner of his eye. They had been alone in one of the corners of the room, observing everyone dancing. Butterflies had been felt in Mammon's chest as he walked towards them.
"Hi MC," Mammon said, he avoided anything more in fear that he'd throw up. "Hey Mammon," MC looked at him and smiled. Mammon felt his chest grow even tighter from the sight. That smile had sent butterflies all throughout his body. Mammon was about to ask the question that'd been on his mind all throughout the night would you like to dance with me? Mammon took a shaky breath and was about to speak up until Lucifer walked up to them.
Lucifer was wearing a beautiful black tuxedo. Mammon started to freak out because he felt shy asking MC in front of Lucifer. He was thinking in his head until he was out of his thoughts and looked up. MC and Lucifer weren't in front of him anymore.
Mammon walked through the crowd of people dancing and enjoying themselves, he saw MC but the scene he saw broke his heart more than he'd like to admit.
Lucifer and MC were hand in hand, dancing and enjoying themselves. Mammon stood in disbelief and felt liquid shoot from out of his eyes and down his face. He wasn't sure what this feeling was but it wasn't pleasant. His heart started to crumble into pieces. Those pieces quickly turning into smaller ones until there was nothing left but ash.
Mammon ran out into the hall and sat down. He put his back against the wall and his hands on his face. The tears started streaming down his face faster as he tried desperately to get rid of them with the tuxedo he'd been wearing.
Am I not good enough? Is Lucifer better than me? Should I change? Am I okay? Is feeling like this okay? It was stupid to try and ask anyways.
Mammon had been thinking to himself and trying desperately to hide his tears but to no avail. He gave up and let them run down his face faster. His chest hurt and he was running out of breath.
"Are you okay Mammon?" Mammon looked up and saw a fluff of orange hair. He lowered his eyes, which were met with Beelzebub's. "I-I'm okay," Mammon had attempted to lie but Beelzebub could see right through it. "Obviously not," Beelzebub said and sat beside Mammon on the floor.
Mammon peeked around the corner to where the dance had been taking place. He saw MC and Lucifer still dancing, tears were painting his face as if it'd been natural. Beelzebub followed Mammon's stare and connected the dots.
Beelzebub pulled Mammon into a hug and rubbed his back. Mammon's white hair covering his eyes and sticking to his face because of the tears. "It's okay Mammon. It's going to be okay," Mammon cried into Beelzebub's chest and hugged back tightly. Even though Mammon had been the older brother, right now he felt like the youngest.
The music was being heard everywhere throughout the building but nothing changed. Mammon was calming down with Beelzebub as Lucifer and MC were enjoying everything that had been going on.
Mammon stayed hugging Beelzebub and all he could manage to say was "I guess I wasn't their first after all."
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:D I'm big sad
