Insecurities - Dolan Twin stories

Insecure -ethan dolan

You stood looking in your full body mirror . You stand with your hair still wet from your shower and slowly drop your towel . Disgust . You hated your body . Despite trying to excersize and eat healthy , nothing seemed to be changing , you stared at your non existent waist covered in fat . You looked to where you should have hips - every other women seems to have hips - except me . Your eyes drift to your arms , you pinch the fat at the back as a tear falls down your cheek "why-y.." you ask , your voice cracking as you stand ashamed to look at yourself . You didn't get it . Why is it that every other girl on social media is either stick thin or perfectly curvy yet you are not? "What's wrong with me" you whisper to yourself, not knowing what to do now .you felt ugly , worthless , fat , unnatractive ,- god , you didn't only feel all these things but you WERE these things .

Suddenly you hear a load knock on the front door followed by a ping from your phone

Ethan- hey I'm outside open the door
Y/N - it's open

You grabbed your dressing gown and tied the band as tight as you could to mimick a tiny waist . Let me explain who Ethan Dolan is . Ethan and me have been friends for a year now , and we're extremely close but recently I've really liked him - as more than a best friend .You loved the thought of dating Ethan but you knew it could never happen since you look like ...you...- and he looks like him ... perfection.
"Y/N!" Ethan shouted , disrupting your thoughts . "Guess what I have!.." "what" you giggled in response . Ethan came running through your bedroom door smiling with excitement ,"what is it Ethan" you were curious now , laughing from his contagious energy ."Starbucks!!" Ethan cheered as he showed you a large Frappuccino then shoved a bag with a slice of cake and a cookie in it into your arms . " only the best for my bff" he exclaimed - his face beaming . You stared at the food , you never wanted to be rude or ruin anyones good mood especially if it was Ethan , but looking at the sugary drink and cakes , you couldn't help but feel overwhelmed and even more self conscious - you broke down . Tears falling down your cheeks as you turned and ran back into your bathroom - placing the snacks on the bathroom side " What's wrong Y/N !" Ethan said running to find your bathroom door locked " open up please - open the door " he said , his voice getting quieter as he spoke " I ca-ant Ethan-n " you cried trying to hide the Niagra falls of tears that fell down your cheeks . Suddenly a wave of anger washed over you . And it wasn't only at yourself , but Ethan too . You opened the door shouting at him " why are you even friends with me . Look at me Ethan . I'm no-good , I'm the ugliest fattest person at our school and don't deserve you being kind to me . And to think I actually had a crush on you Ethan , you'd never like a girl like me - you could have any girl you wanted - any skinny beautiful girl ..." you trailed off your voice giving out . You didn't know what was happening - suddenly you felt two strong arms wrap around you " Y/N why would you say that stuff " Ethan said " because it's true Eth..." you began only to be cut off by Ethan " No .. Y/N . It's not true . Your so beautiful - inside and out . And what do you mean I could date a skinny girl , I don't want anyone else - I want you . I have for a while now , I know you probably won't take me , but I wish you could see past your insecurities because everything your insecure about ... I love ..." you stared at him , shocked " y-you like m-me" you asked confused thinking you had heard stuff " "yes Y/N , I do - and I think your perfect
baby " a single tear fell down your cheek now . " now Y/N please ... I wanna take care of my baby so will you please please eat the starbucks . Your beautiful no matter what and I will never stop thinking that " you didn't understand . He was being so forward and you were still in shock .ethan looked at your face , feeling you still weren't convinced what he had said was true . He picked you up effortlessly . Carrying you downstairs and laying you on the sette . He slid and layed next to you hugging you from behind . You smiled . Suddenly while he was getting comfy one hand slid down and rested on your stomach. You tensed up eyes wide open . He noticed this and rolled you so he was on top of you . He slid downwards and undid your robe just so he could see your midriff planting soft kisses all over it " my baby" he whispered continuing the kisses till you relaxed and he moved back up , pecking your lips " don't feel self conscious around me Y/N ..." he snuggled his head into the crook of your neck making you blush . You cuddled all night watching TV until you both fell asleep in each others arms .

Thanks for reading this - it's only my first time writing anything like this so don't be too harsh it's not too good ,anyways , byee😘😘