9:01am
I have read those answers to my survey about my problem. How my life sucks? Not really. Im still bless though.
Many people answered. Also, The Veteran Ephraim, The Noble Jhing Bautista, The Great Seeyara, The Lovely Ysa and many more that have an account in that particular social networking site. (I hope they dont mind putting their name to this entry. I hope so.)
This site is where you are going to ask to that specific someone. I think you already have an idea, right?
Many of the answers were saying, I need to talk to my family. And I did. I did talk to my mom. But she said, I need to continue for what I have been started.
Time and Money. Because of time and money. Yes. These things are very important.
Sometimes, we people have time but do not have money. Sometimes, we have money but we have no time.
In my case, I have both, money and time; but my heart isn’t with those two. I mean, I do not know. I am lost. Like the last entry, I am a lost bird.
I want to be proud of myself but I cannot. I want to be happy but I cannot.
I am free but I feel like I am not. Nakakalito? Yes. I was also confused, and still am.
I need to be more understanding. I want to understand the things that I cannot. In short, I want myself to adjust.
I want to grow-up! I want to be me but I cannot. My life kinda sucks.
I want to be contented. I want to be happy. I am blessed.
I should learn things. I need to be strong.
I am very lucky to have this life though. Many people wanted to be me. They want to have the things that they do not have. They want to go to school. They want to eat foods that they cannot.
What have I learned in my problem? I need to think and decide properly, because one move can change my whole life. One move can change who I am.
So I guess, I need to continue this no matter what. This is what I chose. This is what I wrote. This is what my life will be.
To become an Engineer is my dream, to become an Accountant is my fantasy; and to become an Entrepreneur is my journey..
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Ps. That picture was attached by Ysa to her answer for my qusetion.
